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http://www.lacuna.us/kari/beefacts.html|beefacts|honey|bee|facts|1|a|bee|only|has|two|reasons|to|sting|a|you|hurt|them|physically|b|they|feel|you|are|a|threat|to|their|hive|2|when|bees|swarm|they|will|not|hurt|you|because|they|do|not|have|a|home|swarming|bees|are|creating|a|new|hive|they|are|taking|the|old|queen|and|leaving|the|old|hive|a|new|queen|while|the|old|queen|is|looking|for|a|place|to|build|thier|home|the|bees|have|on|hive|to|protect|so|they|will|not|attack|you|unless|you|hurt|them|be|careful|though|sometimes|the|bees|have|started|a|hive|and|you|cant|see|it|a|swarm|of|bees|inside|the|beehive|drones|3|drone|bees|are|the|male|bees|in|the|hive|drones|are|stout|male|bees|that|have|no|stingers|drones|do|not|collect|food|or|pollen|from|flowers|their|sole|purpose|is|to|mate|with|the|queen|if|the|colony|is|short|on|food|drones|are|often|kicked|out|of|the|hive|drone|bees|are|fatter|than|the|worker|bees|worker|bees|4|workers|feed|the|queen|and|larvae|guard|the|hive|entrance|and|help|to|keep|the|hive|cool|by|fanning|their|wings|worker|bees|also|collect|nectar|to|make|honey|in|addition|honey|bees|produce|wax|comb|the|workers|are|sexually|undeveloped|females|they|are|the|smallest|bees|her|life|expectancy|is|typically|28|to|35|days|worker|bees|tending|young|larva|the|queen|5|the|queen|is|the|only|sexually|developed|female|in|the|hive|and|is|the|largest|bee|in|the|colony|a|two|day|old|larva|is|selected|by|the|workers|to|be|reared|as|the|queen|she|will|emerge|from|her|cell|11|days|later|to|mate|in|flight|with|approximately|18|drone|bees|during|this|mating|she|receives|several|million|sperm|cells|which|last|her|entire|life|span|of|about|two|years|the|queen|starts|to|lay|eggs|about|10|days|after|mating|and|can|lay|3000|eggs|in|a|single|day|wheres|the|queen|can|you|find|her|the|one|in|the|middle|is|the|queen|extra|bee|facts|back|to|bee|home|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/beehomepage.html|beehomepage|the|mighty|honey|bee|learn|about|honey|bees|honey|bee|facts|bee|hyperlinks|bee|activities|back|to|rutherland|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/beehyperlinks.html|beehyperlinks|bee|hyperlinks|more|bee|facts|pick|a|bee|web|site|honey|bees|and|beekeeping|kohala|bee|web|site|university|of|arizona|web|site|the|bumble|bee|page|back|to|bee|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/birthday.html|birthday|birthday|list|if|there|are|any|errors|please|contact|kari|or|matt|and|tell|us|january|february|17|hannah|march|24|karyn|27|karthryn|april|3|rachel|3|sarah|6|caleb|12|chris|28|kerstin|may|15|gary|29|jon|june|july|8|marie|19|christina|august|19|doug|31|eric|september|7|matt|15|kari|october|7|josh|november|2|charles|6|michael|9|heidi|29|liz|december|1|debbie|9|christian|13|heather|back|to|home|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/charles.html|charles|charles|henry|rutherford|iii|and|kathryn|ann|howell|rutherford|this|are|matts|parents|i|am|still|working|on|this|page|but|here|is|the|picture|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/chris.html|chris|chris|philip|olson|chris|or|rather|dad|is|my|father|duh|kari|any|how|he|was|born|in|spanish|fork|utah|on|april|12|1948|but|raised|primarily|in|california|he|lives|with|my|mom|in|orem|utah|he|works|for|ibc|i|would|tell|you|what|he|does|but|then|id|have|to|kill|you|well|actually|i|have|no|idea|what|iti|s|exactly|he|does|not|because|it|is|so|secret|but|rather|because|i|can|never|quite|describe|it|right|so|i|just|wont|tell|you|it|does|have|to|to|with|the|olympics|and|television|thats|about|as|much|as|i|ever|get|right|he|has|gone|to|the|past|three|olympics|my|dad|hehe|my|dad|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/christian.html|christian|christian|john|olson|christian|was|born|in|provo|utah|on|december|9|1982|he|is|the|baby|of|the|family|and|he|goes|by|christian|he|graduates|from|mountain|view|high|school|in|may|2001|and|starts|byu|in|the|fall|he|is|a|hoty|eh|ive|never|seen|him|look|preppy|before|christian|is|a|prep|haha|good|joke|my|favorite|memory|of|christian|is|nude|sunbathing|as|a|much|younger|person|i|wont|go|into|too|much|detail|for|while|i|can|say|what|i|want|without|being|pummeled|in|the|near|future|the|pummeling|will|come|eventually|christian|also|has|a|harem|of|girls|that|follow|him|around|constantly|i|saw|them|last|christmas|they|were|flocking|to|him|i|know|i|know|i|was|a|little|surprised|myself|also|heather|says|christian|looks|like|a|backstreet|boy|here|i|just|want|to|know|what|comes|after|the|preview|this|is|christian|dressing|up|scary|christian|i|tried|to|use|the|schoolcolors|i|tried|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/christina.html|christina|christina|lynn|rutherford|mortenson|eric|nephi|mortenson|eric|josh|christina|sarah|caleb|and|rachel|this|is|christinas|family|christina|was|born|in|provo|utah|on|july|19|1969|she|is|matts|oldest|sister|christina|was|the|only|child|born|in|provo|while|everyone|else|was|born|in|sierra|vista|or|germany|she|went|to|byu|as|a|freshman|and|married|eric|nephi|morterson|in|the|mesa|temple|on|may|18|1990|christina|graduated|with|a|degree|in|special|education|from|byu|soon|after|that|she|had|joshua|eric|on|october|7|1991|next|came|caleb|nephi|on|easter|sunday|on|april|6|1994|later|came|twins|yes|thats|right|rachel|kathryn|and|sarah|lindsay|are|twins|rachel|is|the|older|of|the|two|by|four|minutes|they|were|born|on|april|3|1997|eric|was|born|in|nukualofa|tonga|on|august|31|1966|he|has|is|bachelors|masters|and|doctorate|from|byu|in|computer|science|all|four|children|were|born|in|provo|at|uvrmc|utah|valley|regional|medical|center|as|is|the|case|with|anyone|who|was|born|in|provo|i|e|christian|kerstin|and|christina|were|also|born|there|joshua|is|in|4th|grade|caleb|is|in|1st|and|rachel|and|sarah|are|almost|there|rachel|and|sarah|caleb|and|joshua|news|christina|has|recently|announced|that|she|is|pregnant|with|their|fifth|child|the|baby|boy|is|due|is|july|2001|and|they|are|thinking|of|naming|him|aaron|eric|has|anounced|also|that|they|are|most|probably|going|to|be|moving|to|eugene|oregon|after|he|is|finished|at|byu|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/debbie.html|resume|mail|4|00b|čsary|serviceomotion|assistantopen|and|operate|employee|fitnes|center|perform|health|screenings|to|employees|and|members|of|the|community|assist|in|cardiac|and|pulmonary|rehabs|monitoring|patients|vitals|during|exercise|teach|patient|instructions|tty|assist|in|student|cooking|lab|pot|washing|general|cleaning|taking|inventory|and|entering|into|the|computer|recipe|testing|assist|in|library|research|for|faculty|1998receive|food|orders|and|store|properly|clean|and|keep|a|sanitary|kitchen|train|and|orient|new|employeesorkerng|line|for|the|day|and|prepare|for|opening|serve|food|to|customers|assist|in|the|kitchen|with|cooking|and|dishes01|1999ftab720|fonttbl|f0|fswiss|ms|sans|serif|f1|froman|fcharset2|symbol|f2|fswiss|ms|sans|serif|f3|fswiss|arial|colortbl|red0|green0|blue0|deflang1033|pard|plain|f2|fs27|par|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/deborah.html|deborah|deborah|kay|rutherford|griffin|gary|lee|griffin|hi|this|is|debbie|she|now|lives|in|tucson|so|she|can|work|on|her|internship|and|finish|her|education|she|is|working|to|be|a|dietitian|the|more|exciting|news|is|that|debbie|has|gotten|married|she|married|gary|lee|griffin|in|december|15|2000|so|now|the|family|has|to|endure|two|sets|of|newlyweds|at|the|same|time|lucky|them|debbie|was|born|in|heidelberg|germany|on|december|1|1072|oops|sorry|debbie|isnt|immortal|i|meant|1972|she|graduated|from|brigham|young|university|with|a|bachelors|degree|in|dietetics|and|before|that|she|went|on|a|mission|to|sydney|australia|south|she|also|attended|eastern|arizona|college|for|a|while|but|i|dont|know|how|long|gary|is|from|texas|he|was|born|in|kingsville|texas|on|may|15|1972|he|has|his|mba|he|graduated|from|byu|in|business|he|is|elders|quorum|president|he|is|an|eagle|scout|horrah|and|he|a|over|fondness|for|asian|things|his|favorite|smurf|is|handy|smurf|and|he|collected|g|i|joe|comic|books|gary|is|also|a|christian|whod|have|guessed|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/elizabeth.html|elizabeth|elizabeth|jeanne|rutherford|marteeny|douglas|robert|marteeny|liz|doug|and|hannah|this|is|the|marteeny|family|they|live|in|salem|oregon|liz|graduated|from|byu|way|before|matt|met|me|so|i|have|no|time|frame|at|all|but|she|graduated|in|special|education|doug|i|believe|has|a|bachelors|in|philosophy|and|a|law|degree|from|rutgers|law|school|in|camden|new|jersey|liz|was|born|in|sierra|vista|arizona|on|november|29|1970|doug|was|born|on|august|19|1971|at|hill|air|force|base|in|utah|hannah|was|born|an|febuary|17|1997|in|stratford|new|jersey|matt|and|i|were|able|to|spend|some|quality|time|with|doug|and|liz|at|debbies|wedding|it|was|very|nice|to|carry|on|a|conversation|with|liz|and|especially|doug|we|can|now|both|say|we|like|doug|a|lot|and|he|is|very|fun|person|hannah|at|our|wedding|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/extendedolsons.html|extendedolsons|did|you|know|craigs|family|rees|is|getting|married|it|took|a|while|but|he|and|mari|are|going|to|get|married|jared|and|amy|are|having|a|baby|soon|i|dont|know|when|they|havent|told|me|they|are|both|graduating|from|college|in|april|jenna|is|also|getting|married|she|is|getting|married|july|25|2001|in|the|salt|lake|temple|i|just|dont|know|who|this|mystery|man|is|she|is|graduating|in|education|in|april|leanne|is|also|graduating|college|in|april|barbaras|family|jeremy|and|amy|are|having|a|baby|soon|beats|me|when|as|i|said|before|no|body|tells|me|anything|marks|family|they|recently|moved|into|their|new|old|house|i|hear|it|is|quite|beautiful|family|website|www|olsonfamily|net|back|to|olson|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/heather.html|heather|heather|noelle|olson|this|is|my|younger|sister|heather|heather|is|the|brunette|in|the|picture|heather|recently|broke|up|with|her|old|boyfriend|and|now|she|has|a|new|one|isnt|he|cute|except|the|poor|slob|is|hanging|out|in|front|of|rainforest|cafe|i|hate|to|tell|them|this|but|the|food|is|terrible|heather|is|going|to|utah|valley|state|college|or|uvsc|in|orem|utah|orem|is|our|hometown|she|still|lives|at|home|this|subject|is|too|easy|to|poke|fun|of|so|i|will|just|think|funny|thoughts|haha|im|funny|i|think|this|picture|was|taken|in|las|vegas|during|a|trip|where|she|could|have|come|to|see|me|one|of|her|darling|older|sisters|whom|she|never|gets|to|see|she|decided|to|hang|out|with|this|ape|instead|i|feel|so|loved|also|ignore|the|poor|quality|of|the|picture|she|wanted|this|picture|on|the|website|heather|facts|heather|was|born|in|fullerton|california|on|december|13|1979|she|is|three|years|younger|than|me|and|she|likes|pink|she|likes|pink|a|lot|not|a|nice|pastel|pink|im|talking|hot|fuchsia|pink|the|kind|of|pink|that|makes|you|look|twice|than|move|quickly|away|from|the|bearer|of|such|a|color|more|power|to|you|heather|i|dont|have|to|see|it|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/heidi.html|heidi|heidi|susanna|rutherford|this|is|what|i|like|to|call|heidis|100|watt|smile|this|picture|was|taken|at|our|sierra|vista|reception|during|the|dancing|i|think|i|should|make|it|clear|that|this|is|not|heidis|normal|smile|to|make|it|clear|i|will|just|say|um|you|guys|heidi|doesnt|normally|smile|like|this|heidi|was|born|november|6|1976|in|frankfurt|germany|the|thing|that|i|always|hear|about|heidi|is|that|at|one|point|she|slept|in|s|suitcase|but|i|dont|think|it|was|for|very|long|and|she|was|still|an|infant|i|just|wanted|to|make|that|clear|heidi|attended|eastern|arizona|college|before|going|on|a|mission|to|sydney|australia|north|she|now|attends|the|university|of|arizona|and|is|seeking|a|degree|in|education|for|liz|heidis|ring|back|to|the|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/heidi2.html|heidi2|liz|requested|to|see|heidis|ring|and|what|ryan|looked|like|so|here|are|some|pictures|sorry|this|is|so|grainy|it|is|very|hard|to|take|a|picture|of|a|ring|back|to|heidis|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/home.html|home|look|mom|im|on|the|internet|hi|we|are|the|rutherfords|i|am|kari|and|that|handsome|guy|up|there|is|matt|my|husband|we|live|in|the|desert|wastelands|of|tucson|i|attend|the|university|of|arizona|as|an|elementary|education|student|and|matt|recently|graduated|in|psychology|and|creative|writing|from|the|u|of|a|besides|fulfilling|class|requirements|i|hope|this|web|page|will|allow|you|to|get|to|know|us|and|our|family|hehe|im|putting|my|mom|on|the|internet|too|get|to|know|matt|and|kari|get|to|know|the|rutherford|clan|get|to|know|the|olson|clan|this|is|where|you|see|my|mom|go|back|to|index|page|favorite|links|birthday|list|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/index.html|rutherland|ruther|land|yes|it|is|similar|to|disneyland|its|a|rutherford|extravaganza|over|2000|years|ago|the|rutherford|family|was|created|we|are|now|starting|a|new|generation|of|rutherfords|this|one|may|prove|to|be|the|scariest|yet|come|meet|the|rutherfords|also|come|see|my|bee|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/jonathan.html|jonathan|jonathan|howell|rutherford|this|is|jon|say|hi|jon|he|says|hi|im|sure|doesnt|he|look|hot|in|a|tux|my|favorite|is|the|slicked|back|hair|jon|was|born|may|29|1982|in|starnberg|germany|and|no|he|is|not|german|either|let|me|just|establish|that|no|one|is|german|in|the|family|although|matts|dad|informed|me|that|they|had|duel|citizenship|for|a|while|and|could|choose|if|they|wanted|to|let|me|think|financial|aide|or|no|financial|aide|what|a|choice|jon|is|currently|attending|eastern|arizona|college|in|thatcher|arizona|i|am|told|he|is|quite|to|singer|ive|always|wanted|to|be|related|to|a|gene|kelly|do|you|suppose|he|dances|too|matt|says|he|does|something|like|that|something|called|cheesaliers|i|think|it|is|some|new|dairy|product|group|you|know|behold|the|power|of|cheese|im|hungry|just|thinking|about|it|we|are|proud|of|you|jon|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/karyn.html|karyn|karyn|rebecca|rutherford|ta|da|hehe|sorry|karyn|i|couldnt|resist|this|is|karyn|posing|at|matts|and|my|wedding|reception|in|sierra|vista|it|was|between|this|picture|and|the|one|with|her|showing|a|little|leg|i|like|the|other|one|better|because|i|think|it|is|a|cute|picture|but|this|is|actually|a|more|flattering|picture|after|the|mess|with|my|moms|page|i|think|i|will|try|for|more|flattering|pictures|not|just|the|one|i|have|karyn|was|born|in|sierra|vista|arizona|on|march|24|1986|karyn|attends|buena|high|school|an|interesting|fact|about|karyn|she|was|the|only|rutherford|child|who|was|actually|born|on|her|due|date|i|think|that|labors|can|actually|be|telling|of|the|persons|personality|matt|on|the|otherhand|was|two|weeks|early|a|little|impatient|do|you|think|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/kerstin.html|kerstin|kerstin|marie|olson|kerstin|was|born|in|provo|utah|on|april|28|1974|she|has|graduated|from|byu|with|a|bachelors|degree|in|audiology|she|is|currently|going|to|university|of|utah|to|gain|her|masters|in|audiology|i|think|this|is|totally|awesome|the|likelihood|of|me|getting|a|masters|is|slim|to|none|kerstin|also|went|on|a|lds|mission|to|tacoma|washington|she|works|at|hearing|zone|and|for|my|uncle|mark|at|his|law|firm|the|details|of|the|job|are|beyond|my|knowledge|so|you|dont|get|to|know|what|she|does|exactly|i|keep|hoping|to|learn|what|exactly|my|uncle|mark|does|but|i|suspect|it|falls|in|line|with|my|fathers|job|i|can|tell|you|but|it|probably|wont|be|right|kerstin|lives|with|her|old|mission|companion|vanessa|aagard|if|i|knew|her|middle|name|id|put|that|too|she|also|lives|with|someone|else|but|i|dont|know|that|either|kerstin|really|likes|graduate|school|and|not|living|at|home|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/links.html|links|my|favorite|links|the|university|of|arizona|this|connects|to|the|u|of|a|web|site|the|sims|this|connects|to|my|favorite|games|web|site|myfamily|com|the|olson|family|web|site|is|found|here|but|you|need|a|password|matts|web|page|this|is|matts|web|page|which|he|never|looks|at|anymore|sluggy|freelance|this|is|the|best|online|comic|but|you|have|to|start|from|the|beginning|to|enjoy|it|lds|web|site|this|is|the|lds|churchs|official|web|site|complaints|suggestions|you|just|dont|like|it|who|cares|but|you|still|can|email|me|karis|email|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/marie.html|marie|marie|janice|tujague|olson|tujague|pronounced|too|jay|or|two|jacks|those|crazy|french|they|cant|say|all|of|any|word|my|mom|was|born|in|los|angeles|california|on|july|8|1950|i|think|she|will|kill|me|for|putting|her|age|but|i|keep|forgetting|im|in|tucson|they|are|in|utah|lucky|me|we|are|all|mormon|but|she|grew|up|catholic|and|even|went|to|catholic|school|my|mom|and|dad|were|married|in|1973|at|such|and|such|a|date|i|wouldtell|you|the|date|but|i|dont|want|to|reveal|too|much|personal|information|my|mom|weights|oh|wait|same|rule|applies|its|none|of|your|business|my|mom|is|a|very|interesting|person|see|interesting|huh|hey|mom|it|was|between|this|and|one|with|you|and|a|ham|okay|heres|a|better|one|shesh|much|better|to|view|my|moms|email|to|this|page|click|here|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/marie2.html|marie2|dear|ex|daughter|kari|thanks|for|using|the|very|best|picture|that|you|could|find|of|me|i|think|i|will|bannish|you|from|my|life|just|got|finished|watching|big|brother|i|hope|that|you|dont|insult|matts|family|like|you|have|destroyed|your|very|own|mothers|life|i|think|that|i|will|step|in|the|next|room|and|kill|myself|or|else|start|a|year|fast|good|by|forever|your|mom|back|to|moms|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/mattkari.html|mattkari|since|i|am|narcissistic|i|will|talk|about|me|first|its|my|favorite|topic|kari|anne|olson|rutherford|i|was|born|in|garden|grove|california|on|september|15|1976|and|lived|in|westminister|california|until|i|was|four|at|that|time|i|moved|to|orem|utah|because|my|parents|went|there|and|took|me|with|them|im|still|not|sure|how|i|feel|about|the|move|i|grew|up|in|utah|and|lived|in|the|same|house|there|for|18|years|significant|events|of|this|time|include|the|day|i|got|braces|getting|my|cat|who|still|resides|with|my|parents|i|let|them|keep|him|because|he|is|a|very|expensive|cat|when|i|got|my|drivers|license|cruising|state|the|day|the|braces|came|off|graduating|mountain|view|high|school|attending|byu|for|fours|long|years|and|the|day|i|drove|away|to|tucson|i|will|never|forget|that|day|i|have|lived|in|arizona|for|two|and|a|half|years|now|i|moved|here|to|be|a|pre|school|kindergarden|teaching|assistant|it|was|a|lot|of|fun|i|worked|at|hermosa|montessori|school|and|miss|it|a|lot|after|two|school|years|i|started|up|college|again|i|have|one|semester|left|i|work|at|khalsa|montessori|now|i|will|be|doing|my|student|teaching|at|rio|vista|elementary|in|kindergarten|in|the|fall|matthew|charles|rutherford|matts|life|according|to|kari|matt|was|born|in|heidelberg|germany|and|no|he|is|not|a|german|he|was|born|on|united|states|soil|in|an|american|hospital|this|makes|him|a|citizen|sorry|there|has|been|a|few|misunderstandings|in|the|past|about|this|fact|lt|eye|roll|he|lived|there|for|several|years|as|a|child|moving|back|and|forth|between|sierra|vista|arizona|and|germany|a|couple|of|times|he|was|born|on|september|7|1974|this|makes|him|two|years|and|eight|days|older|than|me|he|graduated|from|buena|high|in|sierra|vista|in|1992|he|attended|college|at|eastern|arizona|college|for|a|year|and|then|went|on|a|mission|to|upstate|new|york|for|the|lds|church|he|did|that|for|the|usual|two|years|when|he|came|back|he|went|back|to|eac|for|a|year|and|than|he|moved|off|to|tucson|and|attended|u|of|a|he|went|to|school|there|till|he|graduated|in|may|2000|he|graduated|in|psychology|and|creative|writing|he|plans|on|eventually|going|to|graduate|school|he|now|works|as|a|case|manager|for|the|severely|mentally|ill|he|has|a|fun|job|the|highlight|was|when|he|married|me|now|he|is|a|very|happy|man|back|to|home|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/michael.html|michael|michael|robert|rutherford|michael|isnt|pictured|in|the|big|family|picture|the|sly|dog|manages|to|skip|out|of|all|major|family|functions|that|takes|talent|so|this|is|the|michael|page|michael|was|born|in|sierra|vista|arizona|on|november|6|1979|he|was|born|with|downs|syndrome|this|good|looking|guy|spends|his|days|watching|movies|listening|to|music|and|going|to|his|program|his|program|allows|him|to|go|swimming|horseback|riding|bowling|and|a|variety|of|other|fun|activities|this|is|michael|on|heidis|old|scooter|looking|real|slick|back|to|the|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/murder.html|murder|how|to|host|a|murder|party|powar|and|greed|starring|heidi|rutherford|as|ivonde|b|alohne|ryan|cornwall|as|stuart|dryon|debbie|griffin|as|heidi|voltaje|gary|griffin|as|savoy|r|fayre|ben|allen|as|seldon|u|lloyd|anya|allen|as|tatyana|eltale|kari|rutherford|as|denise|n|dayer|matt|rutherford|as|hackford|ryder|back|to|rutherford|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/olson.html|olson|the|olsons|this|is|my|family|in|all|their|greatness|and|glory|if|you|want|to|know|more|about|them|click|on|a|name|pick|a|name|any|name|chris|philip|olson|marie|janice|tujague|olson|kerstin|marie|olson|kari|anne|olson|rutherford|heather|noelle|olson|christian|john|olson|extended|olson|family|news|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/olsonbirthdays.html|olsonbirthdays|olson|family|birthdays|january|jenna|rees|ryan|febuary|march|april|chris|kerstin|lee|may|june|july|marie|august|september|kari|taylor|matt|leanne|october|november|december|christian|heather|alissa|craig|jeremy|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/olsons2.html|olsons2|did|you|know|craigs|family|rees|is|getting|married|it|took|a|while|but|he|and|mari|are|going|to|get|married|the|wedding|date|is|set|for|september|1|2001|jared|and|amy|had|their|baby|andrew|craig|olson|was|born|may|15|2001|they|both|graduated|from|college|in|april|jenna|is|also|getting|married|she|is|getting|married|july|25|2001|in|the|salt|lake|temple|i|just|dont|know|who|this|mystery|man|is|she|graduated|in|education|in|april|leanne|also|graduated|college|in|april|barbaras|family|jeremy|and|amy|had|their|baby|he|was|born|april|22|2001|and|his|name|is|daniel|marks|family|they|recently|moved|into|their|new|old|house|i|hear|it|is|quite|beautiful|family|website|www|olsonfamily|net|back|to|olson|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/kari/rutherford.html|rutherford|the|rutherfords|matt|has|a|big|family|much|bigger|than|mine|i|decided|to|make|a|page|about|every|family|if|you|are|not|married|you|are|your|own|family|consequently|if|you|are|single|you|may|have|a|really|small|page|sorry|but|thats|life|here|is|the|list|of|matts|family|in|order|note|his|parents|get|there|own|pages|because|they|are|the|parents|and|deserve|one|click|on|the|name|that|strikes|your|fancy|but|you|cant|have|any|of|the|people|charles|henry|rutherford|kathryn|ann|howell|rutherford|christina|lynn|rutherford|mortensen|elizabeth|jeanne|rutherford|marteeny|deborah|kay|rutherford|griffin|matthew|charles|rutherford|heidi|susanna|rutherford|michael|robert|rutherford|jonathan|howell|rutherford|karyn|rebecca|rutherford|how|to|host|a|murder|party|back|to|main|page|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20010127.html|january|27|2001|jan|27|2001|news|for|the|day|kari|and|i|got|in|an|accident|today|while|heading|home|to|sierra|vista|well|my|home|we|didnt|even|make|it|out|of|tucson|ah|well|there|goes|our|insurance|there|goes|our|transportation|but|thats|ok|we|have|people|nearby|who|will|help|us|out|hmmm|other|news|well|a|lot|has|happened|since|i|last|updated|my|old|site|i|got|married|i|graduated|i|moved|i|got|a|job|my|older|sister|got|married|well|one|of|my|three|older|sisters|the|other|two|were|already|married|and|other|fun|stuff|has|happened|recently|i|went|with|my|wife|to|utah|to|see|her|family|for|christmas|heidi|younger|sister|went|with|us|we|had|a|good|time|got|some|gifts|gained|some|weight|darn|those|holliday|eating|habits|and|returned|home|not|much|else|but|i|figured|that|was|enough|news|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20010321.html|march|21|2001|march|21|2001|finally|on|march|12|yes|approaching|2|months|after|the|original|accident|kari|and|i|bought|a|car|on|march|14|we|actually|got|the|car|on|march|20|we|officially|owned|the|car|now|we|are|able|to|drive|whenever|we|want|went|to|vegas|for|the|weekend|to|see|karis|aunt|get|married|in|the|vegas|temple|the|car|a|91|honda|accord|drove|beautifully|we|are|pleased|here|is|our|new|baby|name|possibly|taloola|but|dont|quote|me|on|that|we|havent|decided|yet|its|definitely|a|girl|car|though|in|addition|i|must|say|thank|you|to|gary|and|debbie|and|my|parents|and|everyone|else|who|provided|us|with|rides|and|cars|during|the|carless|period|in|our|lives|thank|you|other|than|the|car|other|news|includes|my|back|hurting|and|me|playing|hooky|from|work|today|well|it|really|does|hurt|and|i|cant|do|a|whole|lot|today|been|lying|around|a|lot|and|figured|i|could|do|something|useful|instead|before|doing|anything|useful|i|decided|to|update|the|webpage|first|i|love|back|pain|makes|me|feel|old|oh|i|also|may|not|have|a|job|after|july|1|why|the|place|where|i|work|lost|its|contract|to|case|manage|the|smi|seriously|mentally|ill|in|tucson|the|good|news|is|that|i|may|be|hired|by|the|place|that|got|the|contract|well|see|how|this|works|out|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20010425.html|april|25|2001|april|25|2001|well|the|contract|change|at|the|place|at|which|i|work|has|put|my|job|status|up|in|the|air|but|i|found|out|last|week|that|the|new|place|wants|to|hire|me|the|best|part|is|they|are|offering|me|slightly|more|money|for|my|work|not|too|bad|especially|since|they|declined|to|hire|me|when|i|applied|last|year|oh|well|i|guess|experience|is|worth|something|however|the|bad|part|of|the|job|is|that|they|dont|have|computers|where|im|going|hmmm|21st|century|i|think|not|at|least|not|there|kari|spends|her|time|stressing|over|school|but|with|four|school|days|left|then|finals|then|i|will|get|my|wife|back|the|car|is|working|well|i|had|to|replace|the|retractable|antenna|twice|no|more|going|through|automatic|car|washes|with|it|up|the|first|replacement|failed|to|stick|because|the|dang|things|motor|burned|out|this|current|one|has|been|in|for|over|a|week|and|doing|fine|keeping|the|fingers|crossed|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20010530.html|may|30|2001|may|30|2001|kari|has|one|day|left|after|today|for|her|summer|class|then|we|go|on|a|vacation|to|utah|evidently|there|is|some|controversy|who|gets|to|spend|time|with|us|while|we|are|up|there|visiting|family|sigh|its|hard|to|be|so|popular|i|am|in|the|middle|of|a|two|week|vacation|from|work|because|my|new|job|starts|on|july|1|i|decided|to|use|up|my|old|vacation|days|all|at|once|so|im|being|a|bum|right|now|kari|and|i|have|played|two|how|to|host|a|murders|recently|ill|let|you|see|her|page|for|the|details|on|the|first|one|note|i|took|those|pictures|on|my|digital|camera|received|at|christmas|turned|out|pretty|well|my|brother|jon|spent|a|few|days|with|kari|and|me|leaving|just|yesterday|everyone|here|in|the|family|seemed|to|enjoy|his|visit|i|was|glad|to|have|him|come|because|i|may|not|get|to|spend|much|time|with|him|before|his|mission|and|after|his|mission|i|probably|wont|live|so|close|jon|is|getting|ready|to|go|on|his|mission|by|the|end|of|the|summer|when|i|know|where|ill|probably|put|it|up|here|big|news|heid|has|gotten|engaged|to|a|ryan|cornwall|hes|a|nice|guy|that|im|starting|to|get|to|know|couldnt|get|to|know|him|before|because|he|was|just|another|guy|of|heidis|till|they|got|engaged|grin|at|any|rate|they|are|planning|on|december|kari|beat|me|to|the|punch|and|put|up|pictures|which|you|can|see|here|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20010924.html|september|24|2001|september|24|2001|much|has|happened|and|i|havent|had|time|for|updating|ive|wanted|to|do|this|about|once|a|month|but|things|keep|going|on|of|course|there|is|the|new|york|tragedy|i|may|put|something|up|about|that|soon|my|own|reaction|on|the|national|front|thats|the|biggest|news|of|course|however|on|the|personal|front|i|have|big|news|too|my|lovely|wife|kari|is|nine|weeks|pregnant|i|think|that|means|we|are|expecting|in|early|may|2000|an|interesting|side|note|is|that|debbie|and|gary|griffin|are|also|expecting|about|two|weeks|before|us|one|of|the|good|things|about|having|many|siblings|like|i|do|is|that|my|children|will|be|near|the|age|of|their|some|of|their|cousins|to|make|it|more|interesting|christina|and|eric|mortensen|had|aaron|on|july|12th|elizabeth|and|doug|marteeni|are|expecting|a|girl|in|december|if|i|remember|correctly|four|cousins|near|the|same|age|cool|other|news|hmmm|heidi|went|to|england|for|a|month|with|her|fiance|jon|is|going|back|to|eastern|arizona|for|one|more|semester|before|his|mission|gary|griffin|finally|got|a|job|in|california|and|stole|debbie|away|eric|mortensen|got|a|job|teaching|so|the|mortensens|moved|to|albany|oregon|hmmm|maybe|its|our|turn|to|move|next|kari|is|currently|student|teaching|and|got|a|scholarship|for|her|last|semester|of|school|her|first|and|last|scholarship|she|also|wanted|me|to|mention|that|she|is|on|the|deans|honor|list|she|is|fighting|the|tide|of|baby|related|changes|happening|to|her|right|now|kari|and|i|became|stake|missionaries|a|church|calling|much|like|being|a|full|time|missionary|except|i|have|kari|as|my|companion|and|we|still|have|to|support|ourselves|i|got|a|bad|back|somewhere|in|all|of|this|and|was|laid|out|for|a|while|the|doctor|thinks|it|might|be|a|slipped|disk|all|i|know|is|it|hurt|and|i|couldnt|stand|up|and|i|couldnt|sit|or|lie|down|the|first|doctor|thought|it|was|an|ache|related|to|the|flu|from|which|i|was|recently|recovering|but|he|was|a|moron|four|days|later|came|the|slipped|disk|diagnosis|always|get|a|second|opinion|im|doing|exercises|and|stuff|for|it|now|i|took|the|gre|last|week|after|stressing|for|several|weeks|the|truth|is|i|did|quite|well|enough|that|i|should|get|accepted|any|place|i|apply|unlike|the|gre|my|job|is|still|here|still|the|major|source|of|my|stress|i|really|dont|feel|like|going|into|details|except|to|say|i|have|no|confidence|in|management|right|now|and|feel|that|my|clients|are|suffering|even|more|than|i|am|right|now|almost|everyone|i|work|with|feels|the|same|way|sad|almost|criminal|in|a|way|kari|and|i|had|birthdays|this|month|now|25|and|27|respectively|we|ended|up|having|a|lan|pary|thats|a|network|of|computers|playing|games|kind|of|party|for|my|birthday|and|another|how|to|host|a|murder|party|for|kari|despite|the|shock|of|the|tragedy|we|still|had|a|birthday|party|because|dang|it|you|only|have|a|birthday|once|a|year|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20011020.html|october|20|2001|october|20|2001|i|am|currently|very|busy|looking|for|a|new|job|preparing|for|taking|the|psychology|subject|gre|test|next|month|getting|applications|ready|to|go|to|grad|school|next|year|helping|kari|with|her|pregnancy|dealing|with|money|shortages|etc|its|fun|i|do|have|two|interviews|next|week|for|other|jobs|im|really|sick|of|this|one|and|cant|wait|to|leave|if|i|could|have|i|would|have|walked|out|a|month|and|a|half|ago|how|do|some|businesses|stay|in|business|currently|im|the|case|manager|with|the|most|experience|at|that|site|and|i|only|have|a|years|experience|eh|with|that|year|i|look|more|attractive|to|other|companies|than|i|did|a|year|ago|maybe|i|can|even|wrangle|a|decent|salary|kari|had|a|two|week|break|from|student|teaching|and|just|started|back|up|karyn|came|to|visit|us|while|kari|was|on|her|break|we|had|a|good|time|watched|movies|hung|out|and|the|girls|went|shopping|now|there|are|less|than|two|months|to|go|before|kari|graduates|i|know|she|cant|wait|neither|can|i|the|pregnancy|is|going|well|although|kari|wouldnt|tell|you|that|considering|how|tired|and|often|ill|she|feels|shes|hanging|in|there|a|year|from|now|we|will|be|gone|from|tucson|i|have|mixed|feelings|as|i|prepare|for|grad|school|ive|enjoyed|having|a|break|from|school|but|am|ready|to|go|back|and|of|course|ill|be|sick|of|school|very|quickly|but|ill|wait|till|then|to|complain|i|will|not|live|near|my|parents|and|family|any|more|but|might|be|closer|to|other|family|members|so|that|will|be|good|i|do|know|im|ready|to|see|something|besides|tucson|summers|ugh|hmmm|anything|else|going|on|nah|i|said|the|important|stuff|ive|just|been|busy|
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http://www.lacuna.us/matt/antisonnet.html|antisonnet|anti|sonnet|written|oct|14|1998|this|poem|is|unlike|any|other|sonnet|in|fact|it|will|never|be|fully|completed|i|have|no|intention|of|adding|a|final|line|on|it|the|sonnet|form|needs|to|be|unseated|must|every|poetic|word|be|spelled|out|must|every|sonnet|follow|a|certain|structure|and|why|did|former|poets|have|so|much|clout|cant|writers|today|write|without|censure|a|form|is|only|as|good|as|its|creator|but|the|person|who|made|the|first|sonnet|is|dead|today|are|we|not|allowed|to|write|something|better|lets|look|forward|not|backwards|to|things|still|unsaid|and|give|the|sonnet|a|rest|to|those|of|you|who|dont|know|what|a|sonnet|is|this|is|dang|clever|to|those|of|you|who|do|you|already|could|see|it|is|clever|a|sonnet|is|a|restrictive|to|some|poetic|form|with|a|specific|rhyme|scheme|and|amount|of|lines|while|i|followed|the|rhyme|well|enough|i|purposefully|left|off|the|last|line|14|and|it|doesnt|sound|unnatural|incredible|and|to|think|this|masterpiece|was|written|for|a|classroom|assignment|wow|the|wit|and|intelligence|i|must|have|yeah|ok|anyway|enjoy|matthew|rutherford|1999|
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l|believe|still|go|to|church|and|so|forth|yet|because|they|do|not|attend|the|optional|activities|they|are|considered|lesser|inactive|or|misguided|nothing|in|church|doctrine|says|that|these|optional|activities|must|be|attended|another|is|the|issue|of|the|sinner|while|we|all|sin|some|people|have|made|more|obvious|and|serious|mistakes|than|others|many|never|return|to|cleanliness|because|they|are|not|accepted|back|in|to|the|fold|for|example|young|unmarried|women|with|children|recovering|alcoholics|and|other|drug|abusers|or|people|with|alternate|sexual|orientations|will|rarely|be|accepted|and|rarely|feel|welcomed|thus|they|never|return|to|church|granted|it|is|hard|to|go|beyond|ourselves|and|reach|out|to|others|it|is|difficult|to|associate|with|those|who|are|different|from|us|but|it|must|be|done|another|thought|in|the|recent|conferences|of|the|church|we|are|reminded|that|we|must|no|option|if|we|are|to|receive|our|salvation|fellowship|new|members|and|less|actives|this|is|a|part|of|our|duty|to|reach|out|over|sixty|percent|of|the|members|of|the|church|are|less|active|or|inactive|according|to|one|thing|i|read|staggering|numbers|many|of|these|are|people|who|were|baptized|and|were|not|fellowshipped|afterwards|and|the|great|majority|of|these|are|inactive|because|of|social|not|spiritual|reasons|most|of|these|are|people|who|still|believe|but|would|never|return|to|church|am|i|guilty|of|course|i|am|but|im|trying|to|get|better|i|have|looked|down|on|others|as|well|part|of|the|reason|i|write|this|essay|is|for|the|sake|of|identifying|to|myself|the|problems|i|must|deal|with|never|mistake|that|i|love|the|lord|the|church|and|the|people|within|it|however|i|feel|the|pride|issue|gets|in|the|way|too|often|i|know|we|can|do|better|thank|you|for|listening|matthew|rutherford|1997|
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http://www.lacuna.us/matt/newyear1998.html|new|year|1998|the|new|year|and|other|fables|1998|new|years|eve|and|day|have|always|been|fascinating|to|me|i|even|have|a|novel|started|as|yet|unfinished|set|to|take|place|in|one|full|new|years|day|so|many|changes|are|set|for|the|new|year|from|taxation|to|resolutions|and|many|more|with|the|millenium|bug|about|to|hit|our|computer|systems|in|two|years|some|even|fear|the|new|year|it|is|somewhat|amusing|to|me|that|we|need|this|artificial|barrier|between|years|but|i|see|the|need|and|have|no|intention|of|calling|for|the|ablolishment|of|the|holiday|out|with|the|old|in|with|the|new|well|what|really|is|the|difference|between|one|year|and|the|next|the|seconds|before|and|after|seem|no|different|from|each|other|what|distinguishes|the|two|years|and|soon|to|be|millenia|is|our|beliefs|we|treat|the|new|year|differently|so|it|is|different|a|fresh|new|start|we|think|so|it|is|our|entire|calender|system|is|based|on|the|belief|that|everyone|else|is|using|the|same|system|making|common|our|time|references|this|is|a|good|belief|for|its|fascilitating|communication|not|all|beliefs|are|created|equal|what|we|believe|about|the|way|to|fill|our|next|year|is|much|more|important|to|many|the|new|year|is|a|time|to|be|productive|the|new|year|is|an|opportunity|to|live|to|others|it|is|the|same|drudgery|year|after|year|that|belief|becomes|self|fulfilling|many|make|resolutions|at|this|time|of|year|that|is|good|i|used|to|hate|goals|and|resolutions|because|they|all|seemed|so|petty|i|dont|know|how|to|describe|how|i|felt|it|seemed|to|my|younger|self|that|goal|oriented|people|were|fools|because|they|were|restricting|themselves|to|foolish|pursuits|i|have|changed|my|ways|because|i|independently|learned|to|pursue|goals|myself|my|method|is|a|lot|looser|than|that|of|others|but|that|is|my|particular|style|of|living|my|thinking|and|goals|are|flexible|and|adaptable|but|i|dont|compromise|either|in|setting|goals|ask|yourself|what|is|really|important|to|you|if|they|really|are|important|to|you|you|will|chase|after|them|anyway|but|this|way|you|are|formally|stating|it|in|your|mind|be|realistic|dream|big|have|high|hopes|but|realize|that|it|all|takes|time|dont|beat|yourself|up|over|failures|learn|from|mistakes|and|continue|on|your|way|writing|down|your|goals|and|resolutions|really|does|make|a|difference|none|of|that|advice|is|original|to|me|but|i|repeat|it|with|a|reason|emphasis|now|i|must|ask|why|do|we|only|make|resolutions|at|the|new|year|can|we|not|do|it|any|time|of|year|in|march|if|you|find|yourself|unable|to|budget|your|time|are|you|going|to|wait|until|next|december|31st|to|make|a|resolution|i|hope|not|be|flexible|in|your|thinking|often|we|are|told|to|keep|the|spirit|of|christmas|with|us|throughout|the|year|the|same|should|hold|true|of|new|years|too|we|are|not|static|beings|the|human|psyche|loves|growth|and|progression|let|us|strive|to|progress|year|round|happy|new|year|thank|you|for|listening|matthew|rutherford|1998|
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http://www.lacuna.us/matt/respect.html|essay|on|respect|barney|doesnt|know|the|difference|between|communistand|democratic|glass|or|an|essay|on|respect|by|matthew|rutherford|july|2|1998|every|so|often|i|am|forced|to|ask|myself|the|same|question|we|all|ask|just|who|does|barney|think|he|is|i|mean|hes|a|purple|dinosaur|with|an|obnoxious|laugh|but|that|is|not|the|topic|of|this|essay|my|topic|is|something|on|everyones|mind|youve|heard|about|it|seen|it|mentioned|in|celebrity|magazines|seen|it|on|tv|bought|the|action|figures|hung|up|posters|even|seen|the|movie|now|read|an|essay|about|the|ever|fascinating|topic|disrespect|i|dont|mean|the|rodney|dangerfield|brand|of|disrespect|in|reference|to|his|ever|present|lack|thereof|even|after|death|i|dont|mean|archie|bunkers|brand|in|which|he|mocked|everyone|verbally|regardless|of|creed|race|color|religion|sexual|orientation|choice|of|car|models|taste|in|tv|shows|etc|im|not|even|speaking|of|the|prevalent|form|of|disrespect|found|in|the|modern|military|that|will|be|7563|push|ups|from|you|soldier|maybe|then|youll|respect|your|superiors|no|im|referring|to|something|much|worse|may|i|direct|your|attention|toward|exhibit|a|the|disrespect|in|the|packaged|form|of|pubescent|punks|with|gallons|of|testosterone|coursing|through|their|destructive|bodies|act|now|and|ill|throw|in|a|free|potato|peeler|all|for|just|19|95|plus|shipping|and|handling|yes|todays|youth|i|love|young|people|except|when|i|have|to|be|around|them|no|thats|not|entirely|true|i|know|many|fine|young|people|i|was|one|of|them|once|however|there|are|some|among|the|13|to|19|age|group|that|god|love|them|must|have|scorpions|in|their|shorts|or|something|because|they|have|the|attitudes|of|an|ornery|ox|and|the|hygiene|to|match|it|they|hate|all|authority|and|scorn|establishment|which|oddly|enough|their|baby|boomer|parents|did|before|them|but|they|all|grew|up|right|they|have|no|respect|which|is|sad|without|mutual|respect|this|world|is|reduced|to|chaos|and|used|car|salesmen|running|amok|what|brings|me|to|discuss|the|unhappy|nicotine|addicted|youth|of|today|funny|you|should|ask|i|was|about|to|tell|you|this|past|friday|night|in|a|fit|of|patriotism|unparalleled|since|the|mccarthy|era|at|least|two|fine|outstanding|youth|felt|it|their|duty|to|destroy|communist|windows|situated|in|various|window|frames|around|the|apartment|complex|where|i|currently|live|thats|the|only|reason|i|can|come|up|with|why|they|would|feel|the|powerful|urge|to|run|around|a|peaceful|apartment|complex|chucking|huge|rocks|at|windows|that|could|have|been|made|in|communist|cuba|only|someone|neglected|to|tell|them|we|arent|afraid|of|communists|any|more|it|was|about|2|30|in|the|morning|i|was|about|to|go|to|bed|dad|i|was|ready|to|go|to|sleep|and|was|resting|on|my|bed|with|the|light|still|on|a|strange|noise|caused|me|to|get|up|again|moments|later|i|was|startled|to|hear|the|crash|of|glass|behind|me|my|bedroom|window|formerly|situated|directly|above|my|bed|until|the|next|morning|fell|in|pieces|onto|my|pillow|right|where|my|head|was|less|than|ten|seconds|before|including|one|pointed|shard|that|was|nearly|three|feet|long|by|seven|inches|that|would|have|taken|care|of|any|lobotomy|needs|i|may|have|needed|that|night|thankfully|i|didnt|need|any|stitches|my|roommate|joe|went|running|outside|to|see|if|he|could|catch|the|culprit|and|my|other|roommate|mo|called|911|it|turned|out|four|or|five|other|apartments|were|targeted|for|similar|treatment|but|i|had|the|closest|call|there|must|have|been|at|least|two|young|persons|expressing|their|patriotism|i|was|impressed|with|their|discernment|frankly|i|couldnt|still|cant|tell|the|difference|between|communist|and|democratic|glass|guess|im|lucky|to|have|these|young|cretins|er|patriots|around|eager|to|offer|their|services|see|the|damage|here|what|a|glorious|sight|two|police|cars|and|a|helicopter|scouring|the|area|while|several|college|students|wondered|what|the|heck|just|happened|only|coming|to|an|end|a|little|after|3|30|in|the|morning|oh|that|it|could|have|lasted|all|night|and|i|only|had|to|wait|half|a|day|before|i|got|a|new|window|what|were|these|young|heathens|thinking|what|was|going|through|their|heads|right|then|were|they|just|looking|for|fun|or|are|they|from|such|disfunctional|homes|that|they|care|so|little|for|others|why|werent|they|ever|taught|respect|for|others|and|their|property|i|would|say|i|felt|a|little|violated|i|would|say|i|am|upset|i|would|say|i|am|bitter|but|i|suppose|i|should|be|grateful|and|perhaps|even|count|myself|lucky|had|i|been|barney|they|would|have|used|live|ammo|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/rude.html|rudeness|and|rumors|rude|people|and|rumors|november|22|1999|i|wrote|this|because|at|the|time|people|in|my|old|apartment|complex|were|not|very|happy|with|me|based|on|some|rumors|that|were|being|spread|by|old|roommates|what|a|big|mess|that|i|can|only|be|grateful|is|over|why|are|people|sometimes|rude|what|causes|us|to|be|inhumane|against|other|humans|is|there|something|inside|of|us|that|motivates|hate|fear|jealousy|anger|spite|or|apathy|is|it|societys|fault|is|it|bad|upbringing|is|it|in|our|genes|well|i|like|to|think|we|have|a|choice|and|too|many|people|make|the|wrong|one|cant|we|all|just|get|along|this|sappy|and|unoriginal|thought|is|inspired|by|many|things|my|whole|stay|in|tucson|perhaps|ok|it|hasnt|been|all|bad|living|here|i|mean|i|have|had|good|experiences|here|and|made|some|good|friends|however|ive|never|had|as|many|roommate|problems|as|i|have|had|since|i|moved|to|tucson|psychos|i|think|so|but|im|not|here|to|complain|about|past|actions|of|others|i|have|recently|been|made|aware|of|a|problem|concerning|my|car|people|have|been|writing|nasty|things|in|the|dust|collecting|on|my|dead|car|people|have|been|throwing|eggs|at|my|dead|car|people|have|even|been|so|i|hear|ready|to|write|with|magic|marker|on|my|dead|car|those|people|were|stopped|before|they|did|any|damage|whats|worse|many|of|these|people|were|friends|at|one|time|the|power|of|a|rumor|of|gossip|to|top|it|all|off|other|friends|were|not|even|telling|me|what|was|going|on|and|these|were|the|loyal|ones|im|not|sure|i|really|care|for|people|right|now|and|tucson|i|can|do|without|think|im|overreacting|to|the|damage|to|my|car|see|the|evidence|here|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/selfesteem.html|self|esteem|esteem|or|not|esteem|that|is|the|question|do|you|like|yourself|i|mean|really|like|yourself|you|should|i|have|no|idea|what|the|statistics|are|but|i|suspect|most|people|dont|or|at|least|they|dont|like|themselves|as|much|as|they|could|and|should|i|have|come|to|believe|that|low|self|esteems|have|led|to|some|of|the|greater|world|problems|pretty|bold|statement|i|know|but|let|us|think|about|it|for|instance|the|bully|whether|on|a|playground|or|in|the|role|of|iraqi|dictator|is|wanting|to|impose|his|will|on|others|in|a|cruel|way|why|do|they|do|this|well|i|suppose|we|could|just|ask|but|i|havent|gotten|close|enough|to|saddam|to|find|out|for|sure|however|it|seems|to|me|that|a|large|part|of|why|bullies|act|as|they|do|is|because|they|need|that|dominance|over|others|to|feel|good|about|themselves|is|this|healthy|most|of|us|dont|think|so|public|opinion|as|always|being|right|is|a|whole|other|can|of|worms|i|dont|want|to|open|right|now|one|who|needs|dominance|over|another|does|not|feel|content|with|self|dominance|also|known|as|self|control|and|has|to|look|beyond|the|self|the|desire|to|spread|our|influence|over|a|broad|range|is|not|in|itself|a|bad|thing|until|that|desire|conflicts|with|the|wishes|and|the|rights|of|others|the|bully|having|little|respect|for|himself|demonstrates|his|self|concept|in|how|he|treats|others|through|the|poor|treatment|of|others|the|bully|gains|the|illusion|of|control|and|power|but|gains|little|or|no|self|respect|thats|fine|but|not|all|of|us|are|bullies|in|fact|i|would|hope|most|of|us|are|not|how|does|this|apply|to|the|rest|of|us|well|any|time|we|avoid|a|challenge|any|time|we|dodge|responsibility|any|time|we|mistreat|another|person|or|even|think|poor|thoughts|about|another|person|any|time|we|truly|doubt|ourselves|we|experience|the|effects|of|less|than|ideal|self|esteem|is|that|to|say|that|everyone|has|low|self|esteem|no|but|most|people|could|like|themselves|more|a|truly|healthy|self|esteem|comes|from|understanding|our|relationship|with|god|and|developing|the|communication|between|ourselves|and|him|anything|else|we|may|try|will|ultimately|fail|because|of|the|artificiality|of|our|own|solutions|we|must|not|rely|on|the|arm|of|flesh|but|trust|in|god|and|allow|him|to|lift|us|higher|remember|that|only|through|the|savior|can|a|person|ever|improve|in|any|way|thank|you|for|listening|matthew|rutherford|1998|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/sleep.html|sleep|deprived|sleep|deprived|to|sleep|or|not|to|sleep|that|is|the|question|today|i|got|four|hours|of|sleep|went|to|bed|late|working|on|a|paper|and|got|up|early|to|finish|the|paper|its|part|of|that|procrastination|thing|ive|perfected|down|to|an|art|i|can|time|just|about|anything|so|that|i|finish|it|three|seconds|before|the|deadline|anyway|the|result|is|disastrous|to|my|sleep|patterns|many|college|students|probably|most|understand|this|scattered|sleep|cycle|and|regularly|subject|themselves|to|it|however|students|arent|the|only|ones|deprived|most|sleep|psychologists|insist|that|the|majority|of|adults|in|this|country|do|not|get|enough|sleep|this|semester|i|have|become|more|aware|of|this|growing|problem|because|i|am|taking|a|sleep|and|sleep|disorder|psychology|class|sleep|has|always|fascinated|me|last|year|while|attending|eastern|arizona|college|i|conducted|an|experiment|for|an|experimental|psycology|class|concerning|sleep|deprivation|and|memory|needless|to|say|the|subjects|got|irritated|and|told|me|to|go|away|i|still|got|an|a|for|the|class|the|fascination|with|sleep|goes|farther|back|i|have|always|loved|and|hated|sleep|hated|you|ask|yes|hated|i|am|one|of|those|people|who|feels|he|is|missing|out|on|something|who|knows|what|if|i|go|to|bed|to|early|i|dont|know|how|to|go|to|bed|early|nor|am|i|sure|i|want|to|try|even|worse|for|a|while|in|my|early|teen|years|i|had|insomnia|i|couldnt|get|to|sleep|at|night|i|tried|all|sorts|of|things|including|what|a|doctor|suggested|he|said|to|read|right|before|going|to|bed|which|only|meant|i|stayed|up|even|later|reading|i|finally|overcame|the|sleep|problem|when|i|went|to|alaska|to|work|for|a|fish|factory|there|i|worked|16|5|hour|days|every|day|by|the|end|of|each|day|i|was|so|exhausted|i|never|had|a|problem|falling|asleep|where|it|formerly|took|me|a|couple|hours|in|alaska|it|took|under|five|minutes|since|then|only|when|im|nervous|or|my|mind|is|really|stimulated|is|it|hard|to|fall|sleep|the|strange|thing|is|no|matter|how|much|a|stranger|sleep|is|to|me|i|love|the|feeling|of|going|to|sleep|and|waking|refreshed|i|really|enjoy|the|good|tired|feeling|after|a|day|of|work|and|going|right|to|sleep|sleep|is|good|i|sometimes|wish|i|could|set|aside|a|day|or|five|and|sleep|away|the|hours|peacefully|well|real|life|gets|in|the|way|but|a|man|can|dream|speaking|of|dreams|i|loooove|dreams|dreams|are|so|cool|just|yesterday|i|had|a|weird|one|about|a|murder|mystery|that|i|helped|solve|i|was|tending|about|a|dozen|kids|not|my|own|with|two|other|adults|and|one|of|the|kids|found|a|monkey|and|that|set|us|off|on|an|adventure|of|sorts|it|was|so|clear|like|a|movie|or|tv|show|now|freud|would|say|i|had|a|sexual|thing|for|those|kids|or|something|stupid|like|that|but|i|pay|little|attention|to|him|except|when|i|have|to|in|psychology|classes|anyway|dreams|sure|can|be|cheap|entertainment|thats|for|sure|without|sleep|i|turn|into|a|different|person|depending|on|how|little|i|get|i|can|be|irritable|or|downright|monstrous|the|funny|thing|is|i|never|seem|to|get|enough|makes|me|wonder|sometimes|who|i|would|be|if|i|consistently|got|a|good|nights|rest|so|anyway|if|you|are|looking|for|a|biting|or|poignant|social|commentary|in|this|essay|as|in|essays|of|the|past|not|this|week|just|some|passing|comments|about|the|state|of|sleep|i|wish|i|were|in|right|now|have|a|good|day|and|a|better|sleep|thank|you|for|listening|matthew|rutherford|1998|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/status.html|poem|status|status|mid|april|2002|nearly|a|father|and|nearly|grown|up|almost|a|person|but|hardly|myself|introspection|will|cost|me|a|dangerous|toll|booth|on|the|interstate|of|my|life|i|look|to|my|side|at|the|rearview|mirrors|and|forget|to|watch|the|road|my|words|have|they|escaped|me|my|music|muted|by|soulless|tunes|written|by|others|stolen|by|me|as|they|steal|my|time|my|art|grow|little|now|supplanted|by|distraction|lack|of|passion|career|and|life|it|has|been|years|since|i|last|wrote|a|poem|and|old|friends|forget|me|cant|remember|the|last|letter|i|sent|and|my|inbox|only|good|for|newsletters|and|spam|where|is|my|drive|my|energy|wasted|on|the|insane|where|is|my|ambition|buried|by|bills|and|duties|and|responsibilities|the|messengers|the|missionaries|of|real|life|well|i|am|a|believer|i|have|been|converted|to|the|religion|of|reality|of|sensibility|to|the|faith|in|mediocrity|and|anti|individuality|a|timepiece|spinning|like|a|cd|fast|and|futile|my|body|falls|apart|around|me|a|few|grays|here|extra|weight|there|artificially|finding|eyesight|knifing|pain|in|a|bad|back|crippling|me|an|old|man|some|days|an|invalid|reading|old|letters|of|times|lost|forgotten|mirrors|to|a|past|i|ignore|seeing|the|boy|i|used|to|be|and|my|childish|mistakes|traces|of|times|poorly|remembered|and|friends|not|worth|remembering|or|worth|forgetting|a|sweeping|nostalgia|for|my|youth|rises|in|my|gut|like|so|much|heartburn|how|did|that|fool|grow|into|me|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/sunset.html|sunsets|storms|and|songbirds|sunsets|storms|and|songbirds|or|some|musings|this|was|written|not|long|after|i|had|broken|up|with|michelle|and|was|still|depressed|but|looking|to|be|optimistic|then|my|friend|jamie|wanted|me|to|include|her|in|my|webpage|this|was|my|way|of|doing|that|dec|1|1998|as|described|in|my|most|recent|news|i|went|to|visit|brynne|recently|on|the|way|back|i|felt|unfortunate|to|be|driving|west|right|as|it|was|approaching|evening|my|windshield|not|being|the|cleanest|the|glare|was|horrible|and|vision|limited|i|decided|not|to|drive|as|fast|and|be|safe|makes|sense|doesnt|it|about|halfway|through|my|drive|the|sun|actually|set|at|first|it|was|nothing|impressive|i|began|musing|about|arizona|sunsets|and|how|they|often|are|the|best|in|the|world|ok|i|admit|freely|that|i|havent|been|all|over|the|world|but|ive|been|a|number|of|places|and|other|people|have|also|agreed|while|arizona|might|be|lacking|in|certain|areas|including|the|color|green|translate|foliage|and|lawns|and|other|green|things|this|state|does|excell|in|its|sunsets|as|i|continued|the|colors|deepened|yellow|gave|way|to|orange|red|purple|then|blue|i|had|to|keep|driving|but|at|least|i|was|facing|the|right|direction|to|see|this|masterpiece|in|the|distance|i|saw|the|mountains|surrounding|tucson|turn|the|darkest|purple|a|stark|contrast|to|the|currently|blood|red|horizon|this|weekend|as|may|be|expected|i|went|home|and|spent|time|with|my|family|for|thanksgiving|i|had|a|great|time|on|the|way|back|to|tucson|the|drive|seemed|to|go|faster|than|usual|i|was|deep|in|thought|the|whole|time|actually|at|one|point|i|was|thinking|of|the|last|drive|from|thatcher|back|to|tucson|the|truth|is|this|drive|was|in|the|pouring|rain|quite|fun|actually|but|no|cool|sunset|but|ive|always|been|one|to|love|and|enjoy|a|storm|it|was|great|arizona|has|some|of|the|best|storms|then|yesterday|sunday|i|went|on|a|walk|with|jaime|we|didnt|get|far|before|i|saw|a|small|bird|dont|ask|me|what|kind|sitting|on|the|ground|across|the|street|i|wanted|to|take|a|closer|look|it|looked|as|if|the|poor|bird|was|hurt|it|just|sat|on|the|ground|fluttering|its|wings|in|desperation|not|able|to|fly|jaime|bent|down|and|picked|up|the|bird|in|her|hand|it|immediately|tried|to|take|off|in|flight|only|to|go|about|a|foot|away|before|going|down|again|she|picked|it|up|again|and|held|it|up|near|her|face|right|then|i|really|wished|i|had|a|camera|the|scene|was|perfect|how|often|do|you|see|a|wild|bird|resting|in|someones|hand|we|quickly|returned|to|her|place|and|tried|to|find|some|humane|society|or|animal|shelter|place|that|would|take|care|of|it|the|bird|by|this|time|was|resting|in|my|hand|totally|scared|out|of|its|wits|i|would|imagine|the|poor|thing|was|shaking|and|would|occasionally|flap|its|wings|we|never|did|find|anyone|who|would|help|us|so|we|left|the|bird|in|her|back|yard|with|a|piece|of|bread|next|to|it|what|else|could|we|do|it|was|amazing|to|hold|that|little|life|in|my|hand|its|fast|beating|heart|thumping|against|my|palm|it|was|touching|to|the|soul|when|i|beheld|in|the|same|theater|window|of|my|car|windshield|first|a|sunset|then|a|storm|i|see|and|feel|these|things|with|wonderment|and|know|this|was|no|accident|thank|you|for|listening|matthew|rutherford|1998|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/terror.html|terrorism|and|liberties|in|america|october|5|2001|nearly|a|month|has|passed|since|the|september|11th|terrorist|attack|took|place|the|world|is|a|changed|place|to|be|sure|a|war|looms|a|different|kind|of|war|with|hidden|enemies|sleeper|agents|and|potential|gas|and|biological|attacks|on|united|states|soil|nations|are|uneasy|about|travel|economies|are|even|more|fragile|worldwide|but|what|has|changed|we|are|no|less|secure|than|we|were|before|obviously|we|were|not|very|secure|as|a|nation|for|an|attack|such|as|that|on|september|11|to|happen|with|relative|ease|no|real|indication|on|the|underground|spy|networks|we|were|caught|completely|unprepared|and|now|weeks|later|we|are|no|less|secure|if|dateline|has|any|truth|to|it|our|airlines|have|huge|gaping|holes|in|their|security|but|now|at|least|it|looks|more|secure|thats|what|its|all|about|appearances|we|felt|safe|before|we|dont|now|on|such|are|economies|built|without|trust|in|the|appearance|of|the|status|quo|we|dont|fly|travel|buy|produce|or|consume|with|the|same|voracity|as|before|some|would|argue|that|since|america|already|consumes|far|beyond|their|needs|in|natural|resources|this|cutting|back|is|a|good|thing|on|the|one|hand|i|agree|america|is|a|glutted|society|because|we|felt|safe|we|had|a|strong|government|that|protected|us|and|allowed|us|to|not|have|to|worry|about|anything|more|important|that|tom|cruises|love|life|we|dont|feel|safe|now|because|we|perceive|that|our|government|failed|us|somehow|maybe|they|did|however|i|have|a|few|words|in|defense|when|i|saw|that|american|flag|erected|to|the|top|of|the|rubble|on|the|world|trade|center|and|another|unfurled|on|the|side|of|the|pentagon|even|though|im|not|a|very|patriotic|person|those|sights|stirred|something|in|me|afterwards|i|thought|about|it|wondering|why|these|were|not|people|i|knew|and|the|attack|was|far|away|the|flag|is|just|cloth|but|no|despite|these|things|i|felt|something|because|america|means|more|to|me|than|just|a|place|to|live|im|not|a|grea|world|traveler|but|i|have|been|to|a|few|other|countries|imperfections|notwithstanding|this|country|is|a|great|place|why|because|we|are|built|on|ideas|ideas|those|intangible|things|that|move|each|of|us|to|love|and|hate|buy|and|save|learn|or|vegitate|move|or|stagnate|what|ideas|is|the|united|states|built|on|yes|commercialism|capitalism|democracy|but|at|the|root|of|these|are|the|beliefs|that|each|individual|is|worth|something|that|each|human|can|and|should|be|able|to|determine|his|or|her|own|destiny|as|they|see|fit|as|long|as|it|doesnt|infringe|on|others|liberties|and|freedom|it|is|at|these|ideas|the|foundation|underneath|this|country|that|i|find|my|throat|catching|a|little|and|a|couple|of|stray|tears|wetting|my|eyes|here|are|a|few|more|pictures|that|really|touched|me|this|is|some|website|someone|put|together|with|images|from|the|aftermath|of|september|11th|october|20|2001|here|it|is|over|a|month|after|the|incident|that|prompted|this|essay|we|are|in|the|middle|of|the|war|against|terrorism|and|are|experiencing|anthrax|scares|all|over|the|country|airlines|and|the|stock|market|are|in|trouble|and|there|is|a|lot|of|uncertainty|security|is|rising|and|laws|are|being|passed|to|control|the|masses|better|i|mean|to|catch|terrorists|more|easily|in|the|terrorist|hunt|my|fear|is|that|all|those|liberties|i|tout|all|that|freedom|i|hold|dear|the|basis|of|this|nations|greatness|may|be|forgotten|then|where|will|we|be|weve|already|been|told|by|suns|ceo|that|we|have|no|privacy|we|should|get|over|it|that|was|a|year|or|two|ago|sorry|for|the|geek|news|reference|if|i|had|a|link|i|would|post|it|but|he|did|say|it|now|this|i|wonder|where|we|will|be|in|a|year|and|what|we|will|have|lost|
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http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20030217.html|february|17|2003|february|17|2003|it|was|with|sadness|and|joy|that|i|attended|the|funeral|of|my|grandmother|hazel|howell|last|weekend|she|died|after|spending|months|sick|and|wishing|she|were|already|dead|however|my|aunt|ginny|spent|a|great|deal|of|time|with|her|as|did|others|in|my|family|and|it|seems|she|was|comforted|the|funeral|was|on|feb|8|2003|kari|spent|a|great|deal|of|time|arranging|places|for|all|my|family|to|stay|considering|the|size|of|my|family|that|would|be|no|mean|feat|everyone|arrived|the|day|before|from|as|far|away|as|the|washington|d|c|area|oregon|california|and|arizona|i|gave|the|closing|prayer|and|was|a|pall|bearer|of|course|others|did|things|too|but|i|dont|feel|the|need|to|cover|every|aspect|of|the|funeral|the|grandchildren|sang|a|childrens|hymn|the|weather|was|cold|cloudy|some|snow|on|the|ground|lots|of|pictures|were|taken|which|are|available|here|i|did|lose|my|camera|in|the|grave|but|fortunately|someone|did|go|down|to|get|it|for|me|the|camera|still|works|too|i|am|glad|my|grandmother|is|able|to|rest|now|this|life|was|a|burden|to|her|my|mother|and|her|family|are|coping|pretty|well|but|they|miss|their|mother|it|was|fun|on|the|other|hand|being|able|to|see|cousins|and|aunts|and|uncles|i|hadnt|seen|in|ages|elijah|also|got|to|see|all|his|similarly|aged|read|under|2|years|old|cousins|at|the|same|time|i|got|a|bunch|of|pictures|and|hope|to|put|them|up|soon|i|wish|we|had|more|time|to|spend|together|but|it|was|fun|now|there|is|talk|of|having|a|family|reunion|next|year|after|jonathan|gets|off|his|mission|both|kari|and|i|would|like|the|children|of|my|siblings|hereafter|referred|to|as|the|cousins|to|all|know|each|other|elijah|had|fun|with|his|cousins|and|my|siblings|and|parents|and|kari|and|i|all|had|a|good|time|unfortunately|we|didnt|get|to|spend|much|time|with|the|shields|or|the|richardsons|but|it|was|very|nice|to|see|them|again|after|so|long|elijah|is|about|to|walk|and|has|become|very|imatative|make|a|sound|with|your|mouth|and|he|will|imitate|it|pretty|cool|actually|he|is|wearing|shoes|now|and|we|try|to|make|sure|he|actually|sits|through|church|boy|is|that|fun|he|would|much|rather|be|out|and|about|crawling|and|exploring|he|is|also|growing|out|of|his|12|month|clothing|and|he|isnt|10|months|old|yet|right|now|kari|is|also|planning|a|party|for|the|many|people|we|know|around|here|that|we|havent|seen|in|a|while|it|should|be|fun|anyway|enough|for|now|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20030314.html|march|14|2003|march|14|2003|it|has|been|over|two|weeks|now|since|i|had|my|formal|interview|with|the|byu|educational|psychology|counseling|faculty|for|both|the|masters|and|phd|programs|kari|called|me|at|work|to|tell|me|a|letter|came|from|byu|and|i|gave|her|permission|to|open|it|i|was|not|recommended|for|the|masters|program|well|thats|not|the|one|i|wanted|to|get|into|as|much|so|no|great|loss|also|i|would|automatically|be|rejected|for|the|masters|program|if|im|accepted|into|the|phd|one|still|waiting|we|shall|see|i|actually|try|not|to|think|about|it|too|much|or|i|will|stress|out|the|way|kari|is|stressing|the|night|before|the|interviews|there|was|an|informal|ice|cream|social|with|several|of|the|current|grad|students|in|which|the|applicants|were|able|to|ask|questions|and|get|to|know|the|competition|i|mean|their|co|applicants|it|was|weird|that|night|and|the|next|day|getting|to|know|several|people|knowing|they|could|take|your|slot|so|you|want|to|hate|them|but|also|knowing|you|might|be|working|closely|with|them|for|5|years|so|you|also|are|inclined|to|like|them|actually|there|were|a|lot|of|nice|people|most|of|whom|i|wouldnt|mind|working|with|we|shall|see|the|next|day|was|the|interview|it|actually|was|a|couple|of|interviews|with|two|sets|of|professors|a|group|activity|in|which|we|were|observed|then|a|writing|activity|where|we|were|to|write|about|our|group|activity|there|was|also|a|question|and|answer|period|where|we|found|out|there|were|six|to|eight|slots|available|there|were|21|people|there|plus|any|people|who|couldnt|attend|and|faced|a|phone|interview|the|number|was|small|indicating|that|those|attending|were|an|elite|group|just|to|have|gotten|that|far|it|was|an|exhausting|day|though|i|went|to|work|after|the|interviews|and|when|i|got|home|that|night|i|just|collapsed|didnt|realize|i|was|so|tired|but|hopefully|there|will|be|some|fruit|from|all|my|labor|i|keep|busy|ive|been|trying|to|write|more|elijah|has|been|teething|learning|how|to|walk|is|speaking|more|and|more|each|day|and|generally|tiring|his|mom|and|dad|out|but|its|fun|having|him|around|construction|still|continues|on|our|bathroom|but|its|a|slow|process|we|have|a|sink|toilet|doors|tile|on|the|floor|but|still|no|working|shower|some|day|thats|it|for|now|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20030403.html|april|3|2003|april|3|2003|much|has|happened|of|course|we|are|in|the|middle|end|of|the|war|with|iraq|and|what|has|changed|no|terror|has|been|unleashed|on|our|country|yet|im|not|convinced|that|it|wont|happen|but|thats|a|different|story|i|find|myself|fascinated|with|this|war|it|is|so|different|from|other|wars|we|have|been|in|if|for|no|other|reason|than|we|have|such|an|unidentifiable|reason|free|iraq|why|not|before|why|now|at|any|rate|i|watch|the|news|at|night|and|read|highlights|on|the|web|when|i|have|time|during|the|day|at|work|i|also|pay|more|attention|to|other|news|too|have|been|trying|to|put|some|of|my|findings|on|my|blog|which|can|be|found|here|this|isnt|my|rhetoric|section|and|i|really|should|put|more|of|whats|happening|to|me|but|this|has|caught|my|attention|in|a|large|way|elijah|is|growing|still|though|not|as|fast|he|has|one|tooth|finally|through|the|gums|and|another|on|the|way|both|on|the|bottom|finally|of|course|he|is|miserable|to|be|around|when|he|is|in|pain|although|i|can|understand|his|foul|moods|always|hurting|he|walks|now|not|just|toddles|but|walks|he|has|gotten|very|good|at|getting|around|and|man|is|he|fast|one|tumble|down|the|stairs|right|in|front|of|his|horrified|daddy|who|couldnt|stop|the|fall|in|time|hasnt|taught|him|to|be|careful|on|the|steps|so|that|becomes|moms|and|dads|duties|sigh|we|have|tried|baby|proofing|the|house|but|there|is|so|much|to|do|and|we|still|havent|finished|construction|on|the|apartment|yet|so|there|are|dangerous|tools|and|such|about|too|speaking|of|construction|we|are|almost|done|with|the|bathroom|which|is|the|last|major|project|the|shower|tile|needs|to|be|completed|then|grouted|then|we|can|have|a|working|shower|kari|chris|my|father|in|law|and|i|spent|all|weekend|last|week|tiling|so|tired|cant|wait|until|that|is|over|after|that|there|are|only|small|things|to|do|filed|taxes|lately|like|most|americans|have|to|fund|the|war|somehow|one|nice|thing|is|the|effect|having|a|child|has|on|taxes|tax|credits|are|great|yay|money|back|we|can|buy|fun|things|soon|speaking|of|buying|fun|things|kari|and|i|bought|a|new|cd|player|stereo|for|our|car|the|old|one|had|a|short|in|it|leaving|us|unsure|whether|we|would|have|our|ear|drums|ruptured|by|the|volume|or|not|hear|a|thing|at|all|frustrating|i|hated|that|old|stereo|only|thing|i|miss|is|the|ability|to|play|tapes|sigh|the|age|of|tapes|is|long|gone|but|the|occasional|book|on|tape|was|fun|ah|well|time|to|move|on|with|life|get|current|etc|actually|if|i|wanted|to|get|current|i|would|get|those|satellite|radio|stereos|but|im|not|interested|at|this|point|kari|has|been|planning|the|2004|rutherford|family|reunion|at|the|request|of|my|mother|this|is|happening|in|june|shes|been|planning|for|a|long|time|already|many|fun|activities|and|family|classes|being|discussed|yes|it|is|over|a|year|away|but|kari|doesnt|let|things|like|that|stop|her|heck|shes|nearly|done|with|the|2003|christmas|presents|and|here|we|are|in|april|gotta|love|my|girl|well|not|getting|into|grad|school|delays|my|life|but|gives|us|time|to|get|out|of|debt|i|found|out|i|needed|more|research|experience|thanks|byu|for|saying|that|wasnt|important|ah|well|i|guess|i|have|to|be|more|persistent|well|try|again|next|year|sheesh|i|really|hate|applying|but|im|getting|better|at|it|we|will|try|more|schools|though|not|just|byu|in|fact|a|part|of|me|feels|relieved|im|not|going|to|byu|so|who|knows|what|the|future|will|be|a|year|from|now|we|could|be|planning|to|move|to|just|about|anywhere|and|could|have|another|kid|on|the|way|hey|if|that|kid|is|crazy|enough|to|come|to|my|family|i|mean|elijah|wanted|to|come|to|kari|and|me|hes|stuck|with|us|now|well|my|website|is|still|helping|me|find|people|an|old|missionary|buddy|found|my|site|recently|and|contacted|me|turns|out|we|live|15|minutes|away|from|each|other|so|we|will|have|to|hang|out|soon|we|had|a|good|chat|on|the|phone|tonight|brought|back|old|missionary|memories|for|7|8|9|years|ago|wow|time|really|has|flown|makes|me|feel|old|also|now|that|i|live|here|my|mission|isnt|having|any|reunions|thbbbb|i|was|never|able|to|attend|when|i|lived|in|arizona|oh|well|thats|it|for|now|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20030527.html|may|27|2003|may|27|2003|well|last|month|elijah|had|his|first|birthday|party|nearly|everyone|we|know|in|utah|actually|came|to|his|party|we|tried|to|use|the|pavillion|behind|the|house|but|weather|and|the|fates|combined|against|us|first|it|never|really|warmed|up|and|a|chilly|wind|kept|blowing|the|charcoal|was|purchased|later|than|it|should|have|been|we|wont|mention|who|should|have|gone|earlier|marie|but|we|arent|mad|so|the|barbecue|was|delayed|and|people|were|hanging|out|in|the|cold|our|neighbors|the|ones|who|built|the|pavillion|in|the|first|place|decided|to|work|on|it|while|we|were|there|so|eventually|everyone|ended|up|indoors|elijah|got|a|ton|of|presents|but|was|interested|in|the|balloons|mostly|kari|had|to|open|the|presents|while|i|took|pictures|then|we|cut|the|cake|after|giving|elijah|his|own|smaller|cake|to|destroy|yeah|he|blew|out|the|candle|with|help|from|kari|i|am|still|working|at|the|publishing|company|things|are|slow|there|right|now|due|to|the|economy|war|now|over|but|the|effects|linger|on|and|the|dumb|decisions|of|our|sister|company|decisions|that|affect|us|more|than|they|should|we|are|working|on|getting|a|new|catalog|out|hopefully|that|will|stimulate|business|the|staff|writer|karen|who|works|there|is|one|of|the|few|ways|i|get|intellectual|stimulation|through|interactoin|these|days|i|have|slowly|been|deciding|what|to|do|with|my|future|i|cant|help|but|think|that|byu|wasnt|right|for|me|and|that|i|dodged|a|bullet|by|not|being|accepted|for|this|year|a|part|of|me|still|considers|other|options|like|trying|a|different|career|path|besides|counseling|it|is|tempting|to|try|technical|writing|or|even|creative|writing|all|i|know|is|something|has|to|change|i|have|to|earn|more|money|especially|as|the|family|continues|to|grow|heck|kari|and|i|have|even|discussed|buying|a|minivan|some|day|thats|not|exactly|a|cool|vehicle|to|buy|but|we|consider|it|out|of|practicality|we|shall|see|what|happens|need|more|money|for|that|obviously|lately|kari|and|i|are|actually|considering|moving|to|salt|lake|it|would|be|nice|to|get|some|independence|again|neither|of|us|feel|it|takes|five|adults|to|raise|elijah|and|have|more|space|plus|i|think|both|of|us|would|enjoy|being|out|of|happy|valley|utah|valley|where|orem|is|located|so|maybe|the|u|of|utah|is|where|im|supposed|to|be|by|the|time|i|apply|again|ill|be|eligible|for|in|state|tuition|stupid|utah|for|making|it|a|two|year|requirement|oh|well|things|happen|for|a|reason|we|shall|see|what|happens|well|chris|and|marie|in|laws|have|returned|after|being|in|california|for|nearly|two|months|though|i|like|and|love|them|very|much|it|was|nice|to|have|a|break|however|their|leaving|created|a|roommate|situation|for|kari|and|me|of|course|we|do|not|want|or|need|roommates|having|had|several|very|bad|experiences|in|tucson|with|roommates|actually|living|in|the|same|house|with|heather|sister|in|law|has|not|been|bad|and|she|often|helps|with|elijah|but|she|kind|of|wondered|why|we|werent|paying|for|food|and|stuff|well|once|kari|explained|it|she|became|independent|in|that|area|mihwa|random|helpless|korean|woman|that|lives|here|couldnt|accept|that|we|wouldnt|pay|for|us|i|dont|know|what|she|did|for|toilet|paper|after|it|ran|out|upstairs|i|mean|we|dont|use|the|bathroom|upstairs|now|that|our|own|is|working|hallelujah|why|should|we|pay|for|her|to|wipe|hereself|why|should|kari|clean|up|after|her|these|were|the|expectations|we|were|really|beginning|to|resent|her|well|chris|and|maries|return|from|california|afforded|her|the|opportunity|to|complain|and|try|to|turn|others|on|us|yeah|we|were|happy|however|tonight|she|announced|her|intention|to|move|next|weekend|shes|had|this|plan|for|over|a|month|and|said|nothing|till|now|bleah|i|try|not|to|be|too|negative|but|she|really|was|supposed|to|live|here|only|two|weeks|not|six|months|i|tried|to|be|nice|at|first|but|i|didnt|feel|like|i|should|have|to|take|care|of|here|and|shes|older|than|me|in|other|news|kerstin|other|sister|in|law|just|bought|a|new|car|up|here|she|plans|on|moving|back|to|utah|soon|and|didnt|even|bother|registering|the|car|in|california|where|she|currently|lives|we|are|trying|to|get|my|family|to|actually|come|here|and|visit|us|again|the|funeral|didnt|count|because|that|wasnt|exactly|a|vacation|and|it|wasnt|a|lot|of|time|kari|has|almost|finished|next|christmas|presents|elijah|banged|his|nead|next|to|his|left|eye|on|a|tv|stand|and|needed|stitches|it|has|actually|healed|pretty|well|but|is|still|red|and|puffy|ah|well|he|is|still|a|very|beautiful|child|kari|and|i|havent|had|to|teach|sunday|school|for|a|month|or|more|and|wont|for|another|month|at|least|because|our|chapel|is|getting|construction|work|done|on|it|so|we|are|meeting|in|the|stake|center|building|which|means|we|share|the|building|with|many|other|wards|and|have|been|cut|to|a|two|hour|block|instead|of|three|hours|no|sunday|school|kari|and|i|have|our|three|year|anneversary|coming|up|next|month|we|plan|on|leaving|for|a|three|day|weekend|and|hang|out|in|st|george|ooh|big|holli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http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20020925.html|september|25|2002|sept|25|2002|well|kari|elijah|and|i|moved|to|orem|utah|we|had|fun|getting|here|with|all|the|u|haul|mishaps|oh|dont|bother|reserving|a|truck|3|months|in|advance|they|still|wont|have|it|when|you|need|it|and|will|give|you|the|wrong|size|truck|oh|and|the|truck|will|break|down|in|vegas|on|the|strip|at|2|in|the|morning|and|they|take|hours|before|they|come|to|tow|the|truck|no|im|not|bitter|any|more|but|i|wont|use|them|again|we|had|a|lot|of|help|and|that|was|very|nice|both|loading|and|unloading|the|truck|but|we|got|to|orem|to|confront|an|unfinished|apartment|well|its|still|incomplete|missing|a|bathroom|good|thing|there|is|at|least|one|working|bathroom|in|the|house|karis|parents|love|having|elijah|live|in|the|same|house|with|them|i|enjoy|it|for|the|most|part|and|am|much|happier|now|that|most|of|the|apartment|is|complete|and|we|dont|have|to|use|aol|for|an|internet|connection|gotta|love|the|cable|internet|access|of|course|right|after|we|moved|here|we|were|hit|with|a|heat|wave|that|crushed|our|spirits|and|made|work|on|the|apartment|difficult|my|parents|and|the|griffins|came|to|visit|not|long|after|we|moved|my|parents|were|also|picking|up|karyn|who|kept|me|company|in|the|truck|i|drove|since|then|the|cornwalls|have|also|visited|too|things|have|been|cooling|off|a|bit|still|not|sure|about|this|winter|stuff|that|people|talk|about|well|ok|i|dealt|with|winter|when|i|was|in|new|york|and|germany|but|still|elijah|is|growing|like|a|weed|he|is|almost|off|the|charts|for|baby|height|but|maintains|a|trim|figure|for|a|baby|kari|has|acclimatized|to|being|a|mother|and|to|having|others|there|to|help|her|take|care|of|the|baby|she|also|already|has|a|job|even|though|it|wont|start|until|november|hickory|farms|one|of|the|places|she|worked|when|i|first|met|her|i|dont|have|a|job|yet|much|of|my|time|has|gone|into|fixing|up|the|apartment|thats|why|there|have|been|no|updates|for|a|while|i|also|was|speaking|with|byu|professors|for|advice|etc|it|looks|like|i|may|end|up|attending|there|if|they|accept|me|even|though|i|never|had|plans|of|going|there|just|when|kari|and|i|moved|here|they|changed|the|residency|laws|for|school|in|utah|so|that|it|takes|two|years|to|be|considered|a|resident|ew|screw|that|ill|get|my|education|some|other|way|well|see|what|happens|ill|be|applying|at|the|end|of|the|year|elijah|is|5|months|old|today|he|talks|sort|of|i|mean|you|can|hear|him|trying|to|say|i|love|you|and|dadda|hes|a|smart|boy|loves|having|attention|wishes|he|could|walk|already|loves|standing|oh|we|kind|of|had|to|force|him|to|learn|to|roll|over|which|he|hates|to|do|he|hates|being|on|his|stomach|even|he|babbles|he|coos|he|yells|hes|a|fun|little|boy|to|have|around|usually|in|a|good|mood|and|full|of|love|yeah|im|gushing|as|all|proud|dads|do|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20030714.html|july|14|2003|july|14|2003|time|keeps|flying|i|couldnt|hope|to|do|this|more|than|once|a|month|excepting|occasional|bursts|of|ambition|lately|i|have|been|preparing|for|a|convention|that|starts|on|wednesday|the|16th|im|going|to|be|in|salt|lake|city|for|the|rest|of|the|week|until|late|saturday|fun|i|havent|really|spent|that|much|time|apart|from|kari|and|elijah|before|it|will|be|weird|hey|the|overtime|paycheck|will|be|amazing|though|in|june|kari|helped|friends|and|family|who|had|babies|by|throwing|baby|showers|it|took|a|lot|of|her|time|ive|told|her|it|has|to|be|a|while|before|she|is|alowed|to|do|another|one|we|also|attended|a|couple|of|wedding|receptions|including|one|the|property|of|a|mansion|that|girl|married|into|some|nice|wealth|im|sure|he|is|a|nice|guy|too|the|entire|thing|was|impressive|from|the|food|to|the|live|music|to|the|decorations|and|the|sheer|amount|of|people|there|eh|give|me|a|reception|in|a|church|gym|any|day|yeah|july|4th|was|definitely|different|for|all|of|us|kari|elijah|and|i|drove|up|to|malad|id|who|knew|it|was|so|close|i|didnt|why|would|we|go|there|because|the|tiny|town|of|malad|is|where|my|brother|in|law|doug|was|raised|the|benefit|was|that|doug|and|liz|with|their|two|adorable|daughters|and|another|child|in|the|oven|were|also|there|visiting|his|parents|dan|and|diana|who|were|very|nice|to|invite|us|it|was|a|crowded|house|but|we|had|a|lot|of|fun|they|were|so|open|so|friendly|elijah|was|happy|to|get|to|know|new|people|but|he|was|nervous|about|all|the|fire|crackers|oh|i|didnt|mention|the|firecrackers|malad|is|an|interesting|place|around|the|4th|of|july|for|the|first|36|hours|of|us|being|there|we|heard|explosions|from|amateur|demolition|experts|showing|their|patriotism|for|this|country|by|blowing|up|a|small|portion|of|it|thank|you|simpsons|for|that|quote|constantly|i|mean|it|non|stop|i|have|never|heard|anything|like|it|these|people|really|like|to|light|firecrackers|while|there|we|had|barbecues|a|weiner|roast|played|uno|talked|a|lot|went|to|a|july|4th|celebration|there|was|a|meal|and|tons|of|fundraisers|plus|a|race|for|children|elijah|competed|but|didnt|get|very|far|he|was|hot|and|tired|and|needed|a|nap|but|he|still|got|a|free|popcicle|and|a|parade|the|parade|was|interesting|people|in|the|parade|threw|candy|to|the|spectators|pretty|long|parade|for|how|small|the|town|is|later|doug|and|i|watched|brigham|city|together|liz|hannah|elijah|kari|and|i|went|swimming|several|of|us|checked|out|a|house|being|rebuilt|the|guys|helped|load|up|a|u|haul|grrrr|evil|u|haul|with|a|piano|organ|and|various|other|things|the|piano|was|for|liz|and|doug|while|the|other|stuff|was|for|dougs|brother|dennis|and|his|roommate|joe|oh|there|was|also|a|pinata|where|elijah|was|more|interested|in|having|the|stick|than|in|actually|hitting|it|in|fact|he|walked|away|more|than|once|with|the|stick|but|got|angry|when|anyone|else|wanted|to|take|a|hit|elijah|and|bethany|played|a|lot|they|played|together|rather|than|beside|each|other|and|enjoyed|a|wading|pool|for|much|of|the|weekend|yes|elijah|is|a|brown|boy|with|all|the|sun|he|got|kari|and|i|saw|some|decent|sun|too|liz|wasnt|as|sick|as|she|has|been|in|the|past|she|and|i|got|to|bond|some|hannah|told|me|about|the|new|harry|potter|book|but|didnt|give|away|all|the|secrets|if|it|sounds|like|a|lot|happened|that|weekend|well|i|havent|even|scratched|the|surface|it|was|a|fun|and|relaxed|weekend|we|didnt|mind|the|cramped|quarters|or|the|single|shower|for|10|adults|dan|and|diana|doug|and|liz|kari|and|me|dennis|and|joe|donya|and|norm|dougs|sister|and|brother|in|law|and|dianas|mother|who|showed|up|for|a|surprise|visit|the|shower|was|an|add|on|that|wasnt|very|tall|definitely|for|people|shorter|than|6|feet|tall|oh|well|it|really|was|fun|the|best|part|aside|from|getting|to|know|dougs|family|were|the|fireworks|you|thought|the|fire|crackers|were|something|everyone|in|town|went|to|a|local|athletic|field|and|sat|on|the|grass|on|blankets|on|the|other|side|of|the|field|they|set|off|the|fireworks|above|us|we|were|looking|straight|up|above|at|explosions|and|flaming|embers|coming|directly|toward|us|you|didnt|think|the|firecrackers|stopped|in|anticipation|of|the|fireworks|people|in|the|audience|still|lit|their|firecrackers|till|it|got|dark|enough|to|start|the|big|stuff|oddly|elijah|wasnt|too|worried|about|the|fireworks|even|though|a|flaming|ember|did|hit|his|forehead|and|landed|on|his|pajamas|mom|and|dad|were|watching|very|closely|and|made|sure|it|got|put|out|quickly|the|amusing|was|doug|and|dans|attitudes|about|the|inherent|dangers|of|sitting|under|explosions|in|idaho|we|dont|believe|in|safety|followed|by|laughter|thinking|about|it|now|it|could|seem|pretty|scary|but|the|laughter|was|infectious|we|just|learned|to|dodge|when|debris|came|raining|down|i|got|in|the|habit|of|yelling|incoming|whenever|a|particularly|dangerous|looking|storm|was|headed|our|way|the|danger|aside|it|is|quite|a|view|seeing|fireworks|going|off|directly|above|you|and|according|to|doug|only|once|has|anyone|e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http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20030721.html|july|21|2003|july|21|2003|well|the|long|week|of|convention|is|over|and|i|racked|something|like|70|hours|or|so|dont|know|the|final|number|yet|we|sold|easily|over|twice|as|much|as|last|year|which|is|surprising|considering|how|slow|the|economy|is|doing|right|now|hey|we|arent|complaining|my|company|attended|the|convention|of|young|living|as|they|do|every|year|i|met|a|lot|of|nice|people|whom|i|have|talked|to|on|the|phone|it|was|a|very|interesting|and|tiring|experience|i|really|missed|my|family|though|elijah|acted|up|while|i|was|gone|i|guess|he|missed|me|too|kari|couldnt|sleep|very|well|while|i|was|gone|ah|well|i|didnt|exactly|sleep|well|either|sharing|my|hotel|room|with|a|couple|of|teenage|boys|hey|they|are|good|kids|but|no|substitute|for|my|family|i|did|find|myself|more|social|than|normal|enjoying|the|company|of|others|i|forgot|i|had|it|in|me|nowadays|my|life|isnt|very|social|life|oriented|but|i|chatted|up|with|customers|and|had|a|pretty|good|time|actually|elijah|is|picking|up|words|daily|and|enjoys|helping|his|mom|clean|well|he|wipes|around|with|a|cloth|and|she|cleans|but|it|is|a|start|kari|and|i|are|going|to|be|putting|our|office|in|a|seperate|room|soon|instead|of|in|our|bedroom|of|course|my|own|feeling|is|that|id|like|to|just|have|my|own|apartment|but|the|job|market|is|crap|right|now|sigh|i|need|to|go|back|to|school|so|i|can|earn|more|hopefully|this|year|it|happens|we|are|now|preparing|to|go|to|sierra|vista|for|a|week|good|i|need|the|break|im|also|pleased|that|we|have|another|holiday|this|month|that|falls|during|this|week|it|is|a|utah|only|holiday|called|pioneer|day|and|im|happy|for|the|day|off|on|thursday|then|back|to|work|friday|and|a|long|break|in|arizona|that|will|be|fun|
http://www.lacuna.us/matt/20030921.html|september|21|2003|september|21|2003|two|months|since|the|last|update|and|a|lot|has|happened|july|was|such|a|busy|month|that|i|needed|a|long|break|unfortunately|that|break|never|came|after|the|convention|in|mid|july|elijah|kari|and|i|went|to|arizona|for|a|week|it|was|nice|to|go|somewhere|where|we|had|friends|oh|orem|is|fine|and|we|have|a|few|friends|but|not|many|we|can|appreciate|tucson|now|because|we|dont|have|to|see|anyone|we|dont|want|to|when|we|go|there|in|arizona|we|spent|the|first|part|of|the|week|in|sierra|vista|with|my|family|i|think|my|parents|enjoy|being|grandparents|very|much|or|at|least|they|get|a|kick|out|of|elijah|karen|and|kari|had|some|good|bonding|time|im|glad|my|wife|and|sisters|get|along|really|well|i|got|to|see|jason|for|a|while|too|although|he|did|get|food|poisoning|the|night|before|we|saw|him|and|still|felt|ill|we|went|to|the|outback|steakhouse|a|place|kari|has|never|been|to|before|of|course|elijah|decided|to|throw|food|all|around|always|a|pleasure|to|eat|out|with|him|we|also|got|to|see|the|finished|house|that|jasons|brother|built|it|was|pretty|nice|only|problem|in|my|mind|is|the|location|they|live|really|close|to|the|mexican|border|only|some|mountains|between|them|and|mexico|and|illegals|come|through|the|area|all|the|time|the|other|problem|with|the|location|is|that|the|canyon|they|are|in|is|conducive|to|some|pretty|bad|storms|we|almost|got|stuck|in|one|on|our|way|back|to|my|parents|also|while|in|sierra|vista|my|dad|got|me|stuck|on|a|game|called|ghost|recon|he|downloaded|a|demo|of|it|and|let|me|try|it|my|dad|playing|games|how|strange|i|almost|immediately|bought|my|own|copy|well|the|next|day|and|used|too|i|was|very|excited|not|only|is|it|fun|for|solo|play|i|got|to|play|it|multiplayer|and|it|was|even|better|ive|almost|completed|the|second|expansion|pack|2|months|later|and|have|been|playing|it|through|in|the|hardest|level|fun|stuff|anyway|sierra|vista|was|fun|my|parents|back|yard|is|so|green|i|have|never|seen|it|produce|much|of|anything|but|they|have|gotten|it|into|very|nice|shape|and|the|house|is|getting|fixed|up|very|nicely|new|bathrooms|new|kitchen|new|skylights|new|siding|on|the|outside|of|the|house|while|with|my|parents|we|went|to|a|couple|museums|on|the|fort|karis|first|time|seeing|fort|huachuca|one|museum|was|on|army|intelligence|some|would|say|that|is|an|oxymoron|but|oh|well|ive|been|to|the|other|museums|historical|mostly|before|but|never|appreciated|it|as|much|as|i|did|this|time|by|the|end|of|the|visit|elijah|had|fallen|asleep|in|the|stroller|in|tucson|we|stayed|with|our|friends|dave|and|trish|tegan|they|had|their|son|aaron|the|day|after|elijah|was|born|in|the|same|hospital|elijah|towers|over|aaron|but|he|towers|over|most|kids|his|age|hes|still|in|the|100th|percentile|anyway|we|got|to|spend|some|good|quality|time|with|the|tegans|who|were|kind|enough|to|give|up|their|bed|for|us|i|fixed|up|their|computer|which|had|been|giving|them|a|bit|of|a|problem|with|the|tegans|we|went|to|a|drive|in|movie|the|italian|job|elijah|and|aaron|slept|in|the|cars|while|we|watched|the|movie|was|actually|pretty|good|but|because|there|was|a|storm|in|the|area|that|would|be|monsoon|season|for|you|in|southern|arizona|reception|for|the|sound|was|pretty|bad|on|our|radio|oh|yeah|it|was|raining|so|we|had|to|keep|the|wipers|on|a|lot|of|the|time|and|to|top|it|off|the|projectionist|cut|off|the|top|and|bottom|parts|of|the|screen|so|we|didnt|get|to|see|everything|despite|it|all|we|had|a|fun|time|we|did|get|to|spend|some|time|with|heidi|and|ryan|i|fixed|up|an|old|computer|given|to|me|by|kerstin|karis|sister|and|gave|it|to|heidi|then|heidi|kari|elijah|and|i|went|to|find|a|cheap|monitor|keyboard|mouse|etc|it|was|fun|to|be|with|my|sister|we|then|went|out|to|a|vietnamese|restaurant|called|three|sisters|one|of|karis|and|my|favorite|places|in|tucson|my|friends|ken|lars|and|karen|also|came|i|think|they|all|enjoyed|it|although|ken|tried|their|chinese|food|which|no|vietnamese|restaurant|is|going|to|do|as|well|as|their|own|food|ah|well|afterwards|we|went|to|the|cornwalls|where|kari|showed|them|and|lars|and|ken|who|followed|our|wiggles|dvds|now|for|those|of|you|who|are|uninitiated|the|wiggles|are|a|singing|quartet|that|appeal|to|preschoolers|elijah|loves|their|stuff|oddly|enough|i|have|grown|to|like|them|too|they|arent|nearly|as|bad|to|watch|as|a|lot|of|other|childrens|entertainment|which|might|be|good|for|them|but|cause|adult|iqs|to|drop|perceptibly|they|even|have|catchy|songs|now|why|were|a|bunch|of|adults|watching|this|no|children|were|there|as|the|tegans|were|watching|elijah|for|us|that|night|well|because|heidi|went|to|australia|for|her|mission|and|wanted|to|see|what|they|were|all|about|the|rest|of|us|just|joined|in|to|watch|it|was|pretty|fun|and|people|were|laughing|but|apparently|ryan|found|it|somewhat|painful|to|watch|all|i|can|say|is|he|will|be|surprised|at|what|he|will|watch|when|he|starts|having|children|kari|and|i|got|to|check|out|the|used|book|store|bookmans|while|we|were|in|tucson|let|me|just|comment|now|on|the|pathetic|selection|of|used|media|stores|movie|game|music|book|etc|in|the|utah|valley|we|were|happy|to|be|back|in|tucson|for|that|too|of|course|when|we|moved|from|tucson|we|couldnt|get|away|fast|enough|but|the|truth|is|now|that|we|arent|living|there|we|can|actually|appreciate|the|nice|parts|about|the|place|the|last|night|we|were|there|i|got|to|have|a|lan|party|with|ken|lars|and|ben|ben|was|kind|enough|to|volunteer|his|workplace|again|to|play|we|all|tried|the|new|games|i|had|been|exploring|lately|it|was|a|blast|i|really|hadnt|had|a|lan|party|since|right|before|i|moved|from|tucson|over|a|year|prior|i|got|to|borrow|kens|laptop|for|the|gaming|a|big|part|of|the|time|was|spent|in|setup|but|thats|part|of|the|fun|of|a|lan|party|we|had|some|good|game|time|and|a|lot|of|talking|time|at|subways|for|dinner|stayed|up|till|3|kari|told|me|she|would|kill|me|if|i|stayed|longer|so|thats|what|it|was|all|in|all|a|successful|night|in|my|mind|that|night|the|people|upstairs|to|the|tegans|kept|us|up|all|night|having|sex|really|loud|not|normally|the|kind|of|detail|i|would|include|in|my|website|but|it|was|really|bad|and|it|woke|up|elijah|too|and|he|usually|sleeps|through|everything|at|night|once|hes|asleep|so|we|were|tired|the|next|day|at|least|we|were|just|going|to|vegas|that|night|to|stay|with|karis|aunt|and|uncle|before|leaving|we|did|go|out|to|eat|once|more|with|ken|lars|and|karen|to|an|etheopian|restaurant|it|was|very|unique|with|no|utensils|and|all|food|eaten|from|a|common|platter|i|really|liked|it|though|unfortunately|heidi|and|ryan|were|not|able|to|come|because|heidis|job|apartment|manager|wouldnt|allow|for|it|and|she|ended|up|driving|my|parents|to|the|airport|later|on|that|day|ruining|all|chance|of|us|spending|more|time|with|the|cornwalls|all|in|all|it|was|a|very|fulfilling|trip|but|we|returned|exhausted|long|drives|poor|sleep|lots|of|social|activities|all|crammed|into|one|week|elijah|was|very|good|for|most|of|it|but|eating|out|is|not|as|much|fun|with|him|as|it|used|to|be|he|screams|and|throws|food|more|now|thankfully|the|last|day|while|at|the|etheopian|place|karen|wanted|to|hold|him|a|lot|gave|us|a|break|she|seems|to|be|thinking|about|children|more|and|it|appears|that|she|and|lars|will|be|getting|married|soon|although|still|nothing|is|official|oh|well|there|is|more|to|write|but|not|tonight|this|has|gone|on|long|enough|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/index.html|rutherford|family|welcome|to|matts|rutherford|family|page|yes|matt|has|his|own|family|consisting|of|kari|and|elijah|and|matt|that|can|be|called|the|rutherford|family|there|is|also|the|family|with|whom|matt|grew|up|these|are|also|included|in|this|area|mostly|pictures|are|going|to|be|here|but|other|things|will|go|here|as|are|appropriate|rutherland|karis|old|family|page|family|calander|pictures|of|grandma|howells|funeral|see|karis|and|my|webcam|here|not|always|up|see|videos|of|elijah|in|action|pictures|from|our|recent|california|trip|pictures|from|st|george|utah|for|thos|who|want|to|preview|the|family|reunion|last|updated|6|8|03|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/index.html|hazel|howell|funeral|pictures|here|are|the|pictures|from|february|8|2003|the|day|of|grandma|howells|funeral|the|pictures|all|come|from|either|heidis|or|my|camera|i|have|shrunk|down|the|pictures|for|those|with|slow|internet|connections|but|also|am|providing|the|full|size|pictures|for|those|who|want|it|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|large|small|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/22.html|funeral|pics|out|of|all|the|big|group|pictures|i|think|this|one|turned|out|the|best|if|only|that|lady|had|scooted|in|just|a|little|closer|the|quality|of|the|picture|could|have|been|better|oh|well|i|cleaned|it|up|the|best|i|could|the|other|family|pictures|turned|out|better|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/23.html|funeral|pics|again|the|best|picture|of|the|bunch|between|heidis|and|my|cameras|and|yes|my|camera|still|worked|after|the|fall|none|of|the|pictures|had|rachel|looking|at|the|camera|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/24.html|funeral|pics|i|had|a|couple|of|these|but|this|one|is|the|clearest|copy|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/25.html|funeral|pics|even|though|no|one|is|really|looking|at|this|camera|this|is|definietly|the|best|picture|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/01.html|funeral|pics|heidi|took|this|picture|of|the|outside|of|the|funeral|home|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/02.html|funeral|pics|kari|took|this|and|the|next|several|pictures|of|the|pall|bearers|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/03.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/04.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/05.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/06.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/07.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/08.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/09.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/10.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/11.html|funeral|pics|this|is|right|before|charles|gave|the|dedication|prayer|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/12.html|funeral|pics|yes|this|is|right|after|i|dropped|my|camera|down|into|the|hole|i|am|still|holding|my|moms|camera|though|heidi|wanted|a|picture|of|my|chagrin|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/13.html|funeral|pics|and|this|is|a|picture|of|that|poor|camera|in|the|hole|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/14.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/15.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/16.html|funeral|pics|this|picture|and|the|several|afterwards|until|we|get|to|the|church|are|exclusively|from|heidis|camera|because|mine|is|still|in|the|grave|at|this|point|ah|well|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/17.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/18.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/19.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/20.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/big/21.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/16.html|funeral|pics|this|picture|and|the|several|afterwards|until|we|get|to|the|church|are|exclusively|from|heidis|camera|because|mine|is|still|in|the|grave|at|this|point|ah|well|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/17.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/18.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/19.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/20.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/21.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/22.html|funeral|pics|out|of|all|the|big|group|pictures|i|think|this|one|turned|out|the|best|if|only|that|lady|had|scooted|in|just|a|little|closer|the|quality|of|the|picture|could|have|been|better|oh|well|i|cleaned|it|up|the|best|i|could|the|other|family|pictures|turned|out|better|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/23.html|funeral|pics|again|the|best|picture|of|the|bunch|between|heidis|and|my|cameras|and|yes|my|camera|still|worked|after|the|fall|none|of|the|pictures|had|rachel|looking|at|the|camera|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/24.html|funeral|pics|i|had|a|couple|of|these|but|this|one|is|the|clearest|copy|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/25.html|funeral|pics|even|though|no|one|is|really|looking|at|this|camera|this|is|definietly|the|best|picture|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/01.html|funeral|pics|heidi|took|this|picture|of|the|outside|of|the|funeral|home|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/02.html|funeral|pics|kari|took|this|and|the|next|several|pictures|of|the|pall|bearers|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/03.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/04.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/05.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/06.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/07.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/08.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/09.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/10.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/11.html|funeral|pics|this|is|right|before|charles|gave|the|dedication|prayer|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/12.html|funeral|pics|yes|this|is|right|after|i|dropped|my|camera|down|into|the|hole|i|am|still|holding|my|moms|camera|though|heidi|wanted|a|picture|of|my|chagrin|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/13.html|funeral|pics|and|this|is|a|picture|of|that|poor|camera|in|the|hole|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/14.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/15.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/funeral/small/template.html|funeral|pics|
http://www.lacuna.us/family/videos.html|short|videos|of|elijah|here|are|some|short|video|clips|of|elijah|doing|stuff|i|caught|him|on|a|fairly|active|night|and|this|gives|you|a|good|idea|of|what|every|day|is|like|for|us|the|files|are|in|wmv|format|which|is|a|windows|format|playable|by|windows|media|player|and|other|fine|media|players|my|favorite|is|zoom|player|available|here|the|largest|video|clip|is|800|kb|so|none|of|these|are|huge|but|the|video|is|decent|for|the|size|if|anyone|wants|better|copies|just|ask|the|originals|are|much|better|enjoy|video|1|video|2|video|3|video|4|video|5|video|7|video|8|video|9|video|10|video|11|video|12|video|14|video|15|
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quo|s|policies|came|to|exhibit|a|long|lasting|alliance|between|workers|and|industrialists|the|ldquo|welfare|state|rdquo|which|the|party|created|appealed|to|workers|and|so|it|should|come|as|no|surprise|that|despite|their|marxist|ideals|no|major|challenge|to|the|state|was|made|until|the|mid|century|economic|crisis|15|with|the|exception|of|the|world|economic|crisis|of|1929|uruguay|for|the|first|half|of|the|century|achieved|a|prosperous|economy|exports|based|largely|on|the|beef|industry|helped|create|a|comfortable|living|for|most|uruguayans|the|export|economy|had|also|provided|means|for|some|industrialization|this|economic|success|also|gave|uruguay|the|name|ldquo|the|switzerland|of|america|rdquo|16|following|world|war|ii|rapid|industrial|development|in|uruguay|achieved|a|promising|total|manufacturing|annual|growth|rate|of|8|5|17|uruguay|following|principles|of|import|substitution|industrialization|instituted|heavy|protectionism|and|subsidies|that|initially|aided|industrial|growth|yet|led|to|high|vulnerability|as|these|import|controls|prevented|foreign|goods|similar|to|those|manufactured|in|uruguay|from|entering|the|country|companies|experienced|little|competition|this|resulted|in|inefficiencies|of|costs|and|scales|of|production|industrialists|comfortable|with|their|relative|security|within|the|domestic|market|became|disinterested|in|export|opportunities|18|problems|had|also|developed|in|the|cattle|industry|at|the|time|of|the|economic|crisis|traditional|landowners|had|failed|to|invest|in|pasture|improvements|little|incentive|had|been|given|to|improve|their|land|the|government|made|minimal|attempts|to|supply|technical|assistance|or|credit|to|improve|pastures|production|in|the|cattle|industry|reached|levels|of|stagnation|19|as|a|result|new|zealand|and|australia|began|offer|stiff|competition|to|uruguayan|exports|of|meat|and|wool|20|decreases|in|exports|from|the|livestock|industry|had|also|been|affected|by|increased|domestic|consumption|between|1935|44|50|60|of|cattle|production|was|being|exported|but|between|1955|60|the|exports|had|dropped|to|30|21|during|the|second|half|of|the|1950s|the|annual|production|growth|rate|fell|to|0|8|two|related|factors|are|to|blame|for|the|economic|crisis|of|the|mid|century|in|uruguay|performance|of|the|export|economy|declined|and|with|it|the|growth|of|industry|by|the|mid|1950s|import|substitution|industrialization|had|reached|certain|limits|ldquo|so|long|as|further|industrial|growth|depended|on|the|establishment|of|new|and|still|higher|cost|industries|rather|than|the|expansion|of|existing|industries|the|process|of|industrial|growth|was|bound|to|end|rdquo|22|the|decline|in|exports|and|the|decreases|industrial|growth|led|to|a|general|stagnation|of|the|economy|this|in|turn|thwarted|the|colorado|rsquo|s|welfare|state|the|system|that|had|long|prevented|union|militancy|had|decayed|and|what|ensued|was|a|decade|and|a|half|of|worker|discontent|and|civil|unrest|that|the|uruguayan|government|was|hard|pressed|to|quell|from|1956|72|the|gross|domestic|product|declined|12|real|salaries|decreased|and|the|public|employees|were|hit|the|hardest|with|a|40|decline|in|their|real|wages|23|people|on|retirement|and|old|age|pensions|suffered|substantial|losses|in|their|buying|power|as|their|real|income|dropped|47|9|in|1970|from|its|1963|level|24|in|addition|inflation|continued|to|rise|reaching|its|zenith|in|june|of|1968|when|the|level|of|price|increase|was|at|170|25|foreign|loans|indebted|the|country|reaching|a|height|of|480|million|dollars|by|1965|payments|became|difficult|to|make|as|the|country|rsquo|s|reserves|were|nearly|exhausted|26|the|levels|of|emigration|from|uruguay|help|demonstrate|the|extent|of|the|crisis|and|the|pessimism|many|experienced|regarding|the|economy|rsquo|s|recuperation|emigration|began|increasing|in|1963|but|reached|dramatic|proportions|in|1970|when|8|5|of|the|1963|population|or|nearly|220000|people|left|the|country|27|the|1970|migration|out|of|uruguay|came|at|around|the|time|repression|from|the|executive|branch|had|increased|and|the|economic|crisis|had|worsened|the|economic|crisis|mobilized|preexisting|unions|to|protest|the|drop|in|their|real|incomes|at|the|same|time|labor|unions|began|to|be|organized|in|sectors|of|the|industry|where|none|had|previously|existed|particularly|among|white|collar|workers|a|considerable|increase|in|militancy|came|from|public|employees|as|their|wages|suffered|the|most|during|the|1960s|the|communist|party|began|to|gain|leadership|of|the|labor|unions|28|estimates|during|the|1950s|indicated|that|1200000|man|days|of|labor|were|lost|yearly|to|strikes|in|1963|that|number|rose|to|2500000|29|the|convenci|oacute|n|national|de|trabajadores|cnt|was|formed|in|1966|as|a|nationwide|coalition|of|many|labor|unions|the|organization|attempted|to|cut|across|ideological|and|class|divisions|and|succeeded|to|a|great|extent|30|the|more|threatened|the|elite|felt|by|labor|unions|the|more|they|advocated|military|takeover|the|landowners|for|example|were|generally|non|supportive|while|industrialists|who|stood|in|the|heat|of|the|labor|union|battle|were|strong|advocates|of|the|military|regime|31|many|felt|their|personal|safety|was|threatened|in|lieu|of|the|kidnappings|performed|by|guerrillas|then|at|large|in|the|capital|the|union|movement|pushed|industrialists|to|become|more|politicized|that|heretofore|had|been|in|1968|president|pacheco|areco|appointed|a|cabinet|composed|of|entrepreneurs|landowners|bankers|and|lawyers|who|represented|foreign|interests|following|those|appointments|the|government|began|enacting|repressive|measures|against|labor|unions|32|around|this|period|of|time|industrialists|also|began|to|build|alliances|with|the|military|especially|with|the|officers|it|has|been|suggested|that|the|coup|came|as|an|answer|to|the|needs|of|industrialists|33|labor|union|militancy|had|the|effect|of|driving|industrialists|to|political|action|which|in|turn|posed|a|threat|to|democracy|one|labor|movement|that|would|later|return|to|haunt|the|nation|with|blood|and|defiance|began|in|the|northern|provinces|of|salto|and|artigas|sugarcane|and|sugar|beet|workers|there|unionized|in|1961|demanding|better|working|conditions|and|land|reform|led|by|ra|uacute|l|sendic|the|union|traveled|to|montevideo|to|voice|their|demands|they|found|the|uruguayan|government|apathetic|to|their|cause|arrests|and|shootings|followed|their|protests|after|his|release|from|prison|sendic|and|his|associates|including|a|group|of|peasants|began|the|tupamaro|national|liberation|movement|their|experiences|at|the|capital|city|were|a|strong|indication|to|them|that|the|legal|avenues|of|reform|and|social|justice|were|closed|they|believed|the|existing|system|only|favored|the|wealthy|landholders|34|justifying|their|use|of|armed|resistance|as|a|means|of|reform|they|later|wrote|ldquo|we|have|placed|ourselves|outside|the|law|because|that|is|the|only|honest|attitude|to|be|taken|when|the|law|is|not|equal|to|everybody|when|the|law|is|here|to|defend|the|spurious|interests|of|a|minority|that|damage|those|of|the|majority|rdquo|35|the|name|that|this|socialist|insurgent|group|appropriated|tupamaro|became|symbolic|of|the|nationalistic|ideology|they|adopted|the|origin|of|the|name|ldquo|tupamaro|rdquo|came|from|an|incan|rebel|named|tupac|amar|uacute|who|fought|for|the|freedom|of|his|people|from|spanish|rule|from|1780|81|following|his|defeat|and|execution|the|spaniards|began|naming|any|insurgent|group|tupamaros|including|jos|eacute|gervasio|artigas|uruguay|rsquo|s|father|of|independence|36|by|identifying|with|the|national|hero|in|name|the|guerrillas|demonstrated|aims|of|independence|from|other|nations|and|social|reform|for|uruguay|the|tupamaros|believed|that|many|of|the|economic|conditions|then|present|in|uruguay|were|the|result|of|capitalism|rsquo|s|inherent|problems|they|believed|that|the|ldquo|capitalists|rdquo|or|industrialists|and|landowners|had|enriched|themselves|at|the|expense|of|the|rest|of|society|even|during|times|of|economic|struggle|as|these|elite|people|of|business|also|held|control|over|the|government|they|believed|that|legal|avenues|could|never|achieve|measures|of|justice|such|as|land|and|wealth|redistribution|another|area|of|blame|was|the|political|and|economic|dependency|of|uruguay|on|the|more|industrialized|countries|these|foreign|powers|also|impeded|the|progress|of|social|reform|and|could|not|be|overruled|without|armed|resistance|37|the|guerrillas|sought|through|violence|and|political|kidnapping|to|discredit|the|power|of|the|government|the|police|and|the|armed|forces|in|so|doing|they|expected|to|create|in|the|eyes|of|the|masses|a|ldquo|parallel|government|rdquo|one|that|the|people|could|flock|to|or|reject|joining|the|official|state|for|a|final|confrontation|the|tupamaros|expected|to|lead|the|masses|that|sought|reform|in|a|final|overthrow|of|the|uruguayan|government|and|the|installation|of|a|new|progressive|regime|38|the|guerrilla|movement|was|composed|of|a|wide|variety|of|individuals|from|many|different|economic|classes|almost|exclusively|of|uruguayan|citizenship|further|indicating|a|strong|nationalist|ideology|39|the|tupamaros|have|been|called|the|ldquo|brazo|armado|rdquo|of|the|socialist|party|40|they|counted|on|the|support|of|segments|of|the|leftist|parties|lower|officials|of|the|catholic|church|and|were|strongly|tied|to|labor|unions|their|actions|were|meant|to|complement|the|work|of|the|unions|as|they|once|explained|ldquo|it|is|not|the|same|thing|to|attack|the|state|that|is|in|the|plentitude|of|strength|as|to|attack|a|state|that|is|semiparalyzed|by|strikers|rdquo|41|for|the|1971|elections|the|left|consolidated|their|voting|power|into|the|frente|amplio|party|disgruntled|colorados|and|blancos|joined|the|movement|along|with|christian|democrats|and|of|course|both|the|socialist|and|communist|parties|the|coalition|included|both|working|class|and|white|collar|individuals|42|the|frente|amplio|created|a|political|mobilization|previously|unheard|of|in|uruguay|which|was|broad|in|size|and|deep|in|zeal|their|activities|included|mass|propagandizing|and|the|organization|of|committees|of|support|both|in|neighborhoods|and|in|workplaces|43|even|the|tupamaros|temporarily|ceased|their|armed|struggle|to|aid|the|newly|formed|party|44|by|the|early|1960s|the|forces|demanding|reform|had|been|marshaled|mostly|by|the|leftist|parties|they|included|the|labor|movement|the|combined|political|strength|found|in|the|frente|amplio|party|and|urban|guerrillas|such|as|the|tupamaros|45|the|right|in|turn|reacted|to|the|consolidation|and|militancy|of|the|left|uruguayan|society|thus|became|increasingly|polarized|further|threatening|order|the|massive|activity|of|the|left|prompted|many|of|the|staunch|rightists|to|cry|for|ldquo|la|mano|dura|rdquo|46|from|the|government|in|dealing|with|the|ldquo|communists|rdquo|the|government|at|that|time|had|been|preying|upon|the|fears|of|many|people|especially|those|of|the|middle|class|circulating|reports|of|soviet|tanks|roaming|the|streets|of|montevideo|and|kidnapped|children|being|shipped|to|russia|47|indeed|the|power|of|the|frente|amplio|in|the|1971|elections|caused|a|significant|amount|of|concern|among|the|military|and|business|circles|48|in|1960|the|movimiento|para|la|defensa|de|la|libertad|moved|against|the|left|their|declared|purpose|was|the|destruction|of|communism|their|means|included|denunciations|of|communism|active|propagandizing|against|leftists|and|armed|violence|49|following|an|ldquo|anti|fidelista|rdquo|50|demonstration|in|the|plaza|independencia|they|attacked|the|local|offices|of|both|the|communist|and|socialist|parties|many|died|and|others|were|wounded|authorities|detained|no|one|from|the|movement|51|the|1971|election|saw|even|greater|polarization|within|society|the|juventud|uruguaya|en|pie|jup|an|extreme|rightest|group|organized|demonstrations|that|were|followed|by|attacks|against|offices|of|the|frente|amplio|52|the|jup|rsquo|s|self|assumed|responsibility|was|to|punish|families|of|alleged|tupamaros|as|well|as|assaulting|juveniles|suspected|of|aiding|the|terrorists|a|similar|group|called|the|comando|caza|tupamaros|went|to|the|extreme|of|murdering|suspected|guerrillas|both|groups|were|allegedly|created|with|the|full|backing|of|higher|government|who|provided|weapons|training|and|financial|support|53|it|must|have|been|a|peculiar|sight|when|just|two|days|before|elections|both|the|colorado|and|blanco|parties|traditional|rivals|joined|in|a|large|demonstration|in|ldquo|defense|of|democracy|rdquo|campaigning|against|the|combined|left|54|the|election|of|1971|yielded|amazing|results|the|frente|amplio|gained|30|of|the|votes|in|montevideo|the|heart|of|leftist|guerrilla|labor|and|political|campaigns|sadly|it|did|not|do|as|well|in|the|countryside|55|the|total|votes|the|party|accrued|came|to|18|3|which|was|nearly|half|of|the|votes|gained|by|either|the|colorado|or|blanco|party|56|strong|evidence|however|indicates|that|there|was|mass|fraud|involved|in|the|election|in|many|districts|more|votes|were|counted|than|there|were|registered|voters|and|some|bags|of|ballots|were|later|found|to|have|been|stolen|one|estimate|has|argued|that|president|bordaberry|the|alleged|winner|of|the|election|received|35000|extra|votes|more|than|twice|over|the|voting|margin|57|before|the|1971|election|certain|events|had|already|caused|the|uruguayan|armed|forces|to|become|more|of|a|political|institution|than|a|military|one|the|ideology|that|permitted|such|a|shift|had|originated|long|before|in|certain|sections|of|the|united|states|government|following|the|second|world|war|the|u|s|emerged|from|its|isolationist|policies|in|reaction|to|the|beginning|of|the|cold|war|58|its|new|protocol|would|include|the|u|s|spearheading|a|coalition|of|allied|nations|democratic|or|not|who|would|strive|to|achieve|liberty|any|nation|that|did|not|support|united|states|interests|would|be|seen|as|enemies|harboring|ldquo|el|expansionismo|solvi|eacute|tico|y|sus|agentes|internos|rdquo|59|in|1948|the|carta|de|la|organizaci|oacute|n|de|estados|americanos|was|signed|in|bogot|aacute|columbia|and|represented|the|first|anticommunist|manifesto|american|nations|pledged|to|provide|for|the|ldquo|preservation|and|defense|of|democracy|in|america|rdquo|around|the|time|of|the|convention|the|u|s|began|its|military|assistance|program|which|included|the|training|of|armed|forces|and|the|providing|of|equipment|with|the|stipulation|that|the|beneficiaries|promote|united|states|rsquo|objectives|60|an|idea|emerged|from|the|united|states|called|the|doctrine|of|national|security|which|was|imparted|to|latin|american|countries|and|their|militaries|this|doctrine|argued|that|the|armed|forces|were|responsible|not|only|for|external|but|also|for|internal|security|the|military|was|to|root|out|all|traitors|to|the|nation|namely|insurgents|61|it|has|been|pointed|out|that|the|said|doctrine|unfortunately|sacrifices|liberty|in|name|of|security|62|the|uruguayan|military|years|after|their|seizure|of|power|would|publicly|admit|indoctrination|by|the|tenants|of|national|security|and|that|prior|to|the|coup|ldquo|ya|entonces|contaban|con|el|conocimiento|te|oacute|rico|y|que|sol|oacute|les|faltaba|aplicarlo|rdquo|63|the|united|states|provided|extensive|military|and|police|training|as|well|as|provisions|for|uruguayan|forces|by|1971|over|800|uruguayan|policemen|had|been|educated|in|their|native|country|and|in|the|u|s|and|1|936|million|dollars|given|in|police|aid|64|the|military|benefited|no|less|from|u|s|programs|by|the|same|year|the|armed|forces|had|1591|of|their|troops|trained|by|the|united|states|and|deliveries|of|military|assistance|and|excess|defense|articles|reached|45|94|million|dollars|u|s|military|sales|of|equipment|to|the|country|totaled|3|93|million|dollars|65|the|cia|was|responsible|for|many|of|the|classes|that|taught|to|police|forces|the|methods|of|intelligence|gathering|and|torture|one|meeting|featured|a|live|session|with|one|woman|and|three|men|being|held|as|political|prisoners|methods|of|torture|were|demonstrated|on|the|subjects|including|the|use|of|chemicals|and|electrocution|all|four|died|during|the|exercise|66|when|the|military|coup|occurred|many|of|those|trained|by|the|u|s|had|attained|very|important|positions|the|cia|also|set|up|many|organizations|whose|members|organized|death|squads|which|began|to|operate|between|1970|71|and|conducted|tortures|67|one|death|squad|the|intelligence|agency|helped|create|received|its|guidance|from|the|uruguay|rsquo|s|minister|of|the|interior|and|obtained|support|from|the|local|police|department|their|activities|included|bombings|and|kidnappings|of|tupamaro|sympathizers|68|it|has|been|pointed|out|that|the|police|rsquo|s|violation|of|human|rights|that|occurred|in|uruguay|was|a|repetition|of|what|they|had|learned|in|training|classes|69|by|extension|it|should|also|be|stated|that|the|acts|of|military|forces|in|appropriating|rule|of|the|country|was|a|repetition|and|application|of|methods|and|ideologies|learned|under|the|united|state|rsquo|s|capable|tutelage|a|series|of|government|policies|aided|the|deterioration|of|democracy|in|1966|a|constitutional|reform|revoked|the|collegial|presidency|returning|executive|power|to|one|elected|individual|for|a|five|year|term|the|change|came|due|to|the|growing|criticism|of|the|failures|of|the|committee|presidency|70|in|1967|president|gestido|died|and|his|vice|president|jorge|pacheco|areco|gained|the|presidency|one|week|after|taking|office|pacheco|banned|six|minor|leftist|parties|for|their|supposed|ties|to|the|guerrillas|this|act|was|the|first|time|any|party|had|been|banned|in|the|history|of|uruguay|pacheco|closed|two|leftist|newspapers|unconstitutionally|as|no|power|is|given|to|the|executive|branch|to|take|any|such|action|in|1968|uruguay|rsquo|s|situation|worsened|economically|and|consequently|politically|inflation|reached|10|per|month|and|to|slow|its|pace|pacheco|declared|a|price|and|wage|freeze|in|order|to|curb|anticipated|labor|strikes|he|declared|a|state|of|emergency|71|a|strike|of|bank|tellers|erupted|and|using|his|executive|powers|pacheco|banned|all|strikes|then|drafted|those|protesters|into|the|military|trade|union|leaders|were|arrested|and|the|unions|oppressed|from|that|time|on|pacheco|and|bordaberry|his|successor|used|the|emergency|executive|powers|on|a|continual|basis|72|the|cnt|saw|pacheco|rsquo|s|wage|freeze|as|a|means|to|perpetuate|their|low|real|wages|and|strikes|continued|more|strikers|were|drafted|or|arrested|73|as|the|police|were|seen|as|unable|to|control|the|labor|or|guerrilla|movements|the|military|rsquo|s|budget|increased|from|13|9|of|the|government|rsquo|s|budget|in|1968|to|26|2|in|1973|military|officers|became|disillusioned|with|ineffective|civilian|leadership|in|resolving|the|crisis|and|so|became|more|politicized|ldquo|in|a|few|short|years|the|uruguayan|armed|forces|mdash|heretofore|the|least|interventionalist|in|latin|america|mdash|became|the|dominant|force|in|the|nation|rsquo|s|political|system|rdquo|it|happened|at|a|time|when|the|legislative|and|executive|branches|were|in|great|conflict|74|tensions|between|the|two|had|heightened|in|1971|when|congress|lifted|pacheco|rsquo|s|state|of|emergency|the|president|in|defiance|immediately|reinstated|them|the|house|of|representatives|began|the|process|of|impeachment|though|it|was|never|completed|75|the|military|should|by|no|means|be|seen|as|monolithic|in|regard|to|their|enlarged|role|in|national|politics|while|many|officers|were|pleased|by|their|increased|politicization|many|wished|to|remain|apolitical|in|1968|the|conflict|led|to|the|resignation|of|general|liber|seregni|commander|in|chief|of|the|armed|forces|in|montevideo|who|disapproved|of|the|government|rsquo|s|use|of|his|men|seregni|in|1971|ran|as|the|presidential|candidate|of|the|frente|ampio|party|76|a|surge|in|tupamaro|action|caused|pacheco|to|censor|the|media|from|using|words|having|to|do|with|the|guerrilla|movement|newspapers|began|calling|them|ldquo|the|nameless|ones|rdquo|between|1971|72|tupamaro|activity|reached|its|peak|and|the|military|was|placed|in|control|of|law|enforcement|following|bordaberry|rsquo|s|inauguration|guerrilla|attacks|were|countered|by|the|government|rsquo|s|declaration|of|a|ldquo|state|of|internal|war|rdquo|77|the|military|unrestrained|by|citizens|rsquo|civil|freedoms|only|needed|three|months|to|annihilate|the|tupamaros|78|by|the|end|of|1972|the|famed|guerrilla|movement|was|destroyed|with|thousands|imprisoned|79|accusations|of|torture|led|the|legislature|to|propose|an|investigation|of|the|military|rsquo|s|activities|during|the|campaign|against|the|tupamaros|in|reaction|to|this|559|officers|united|and|issued|a|declaration|stating|that|any|move|to|defame|them|and|their|fight|against|subversion|would|constitute|complicity|with|the|insurgents|80|the|military|became|increasingly|more|defiant|of|civilian|authority|in|february|1973|the|armed|forces|refused|to|recognize|the|appointment|of|a|new|minister|of|defense|as|he|was|ldquo|de|espaldas|rdquo|toward|the|military|rsquo|s|ldquo|misiones|espec|iacute|ficas|de|seguridad|nacional|y|a|los|intereses|de|la|naci|oacute|n|rdquo|81|in|spite|of|the|tupamaro|movement|rsquo|s|destruction|there|was|an|impending|and|seemingly|unalterable|movement|toward|a|government|of|strong|authoritarianism|the|military|established|the|consejo|de|seguridad|nacional|which|was|a|council|headed|mostly|by|the|military|that|was|to|supervise|all|major|government|policies|effectively|replacing|the|legislative|and|executive|powers|82|congress|was|closed|as|it|had|allegedly|been|infiltrated|by|marxists|and|labor|union|restrictions|were|enacted|for|the|same|reason|military|courts|took|on|the|responsibility|to|prosecute|insurgents|83|following|the|ldquo|soft|coup|rdquo|as|it|came|to|be|known|bordaberry|declared|that|the|uruguayan|crisis|was|over|and|ldquo|la|patria|ha|triunfado|en|otra|dura|prueba|rdquo|84|eleven|years|of|repressive|military|rule|followed|civil|liberties|were|curtailed|media|was|censored|labor|unions|prohibited|most|political|parties|were|banned|many|civilians|were|imprisoned|and|the|economy|worsened|85|in|1974|the|economy|was|entrusted|to|the|ldquo|chicago|school|rdquo|of|economics|in|order|to|halt|inflation|and|bring|in|more|foreign|investment|the|working|class|suffered|the|most|from|these|measures|as|their|real|income|fell|30|between|1973|79|86|conditions|existing|before|the|coup|persisted|but|order|was|ensured|through|force|among|the|military|rsquo|s|attempts|at|repairing|the|economy|instituted|policies|included|redistribution|of|land|abolishment|of|private|monopolies|reorganized|of|a|more|equal|tax|system|cancellation|of|uruguay|rsquo|s|foreign|debt|and|the|reorganization|of|the|country|rsquo|s|banking|system|87|strong|evidence|reveals|that|the|military|to|a|large|extent|used|the|tupamaro|threat|as|a|pretense|to|appropriate|uruguay|rsquo|s|government|a|chronology|of|events|indicates|that|the|guerrilla|movement|was|destroyed|in|1972|and|the|coup|occurred|in|february|of|1973|prior|to|two|massive|tupamaro|prison|escapes|in|1971|the|police|discovered|and|ignored|tunneling|equipment|in|sewers|later|used|in|the|prison|breaks|it|has|been|suggested|that|the|prisoners|were|allowed|to|escape|to|perpetuate|the|guerrilla|threat|and|the|state|of|siege|88|as|has|been|stated|it|was|during|the|surge|of|tupamaro|activity|in|1971|72|that|the|military|was|given|full|authority|under|the|state|of|internal|war|to|destroy|the|guerilla|movement|the|military|had|many|other|causes|to|take|over|the|government|an|examination|has|been|made|into|their|acceptance|of|the|doctrine|of|national|security|as|presented|by|segments|of|the|united|states|government|and|military|surprisingly|the|tupamaros|inadvertently|had|a|considerable|influence|on|the|military|rsquo|s|perspective|of|the|economy|and|national|politics|the|guerrilla|rsquo|s|activities|had|included|the|ldquo|liberating|rdquo|of|documents|proving|fraud|and|corruption|of|people|in|elite|circles|89|during|interrogations|the|military|was|given|much|proof|that|corruption|was|widespread|among|the|country|rsquo|s|influential|people|ldquo|in|the|end|a|number|of|the|more|nationalist|minded|and|younger|military|officers|probably|realized|that|there|was|much|more|in|common|between|them|and|the|tupamaros|than|between|either|of|them|and|many|traditional|politicians|rdquo|the|armed|forces|began|a|series|of|arrests|including|many|distinguished|politicians|and|business|people|90|the|economic|crisis|that|began|in|the|mid|century|created|social|tensions|as|incomes|and|the|welfare|system|declined|these|tensions|took|the|form|of|the|extensive|labor|movements|that|followed|leftists|led|the|labor|unions|and|mobilized|political|action|in|favor|of|reform|at|the|same|time|some|reformists|took|a|more|extreme|measure|resorting|to|violence|to|promote|change|society|became|polarized|as|the|conservative|segments|of|uruguay|reacted|to|the|consolidation|of|the|left|at|times|in|equally|violent|ways|the|executive|office|issued|decrees|that|began|the|oppression|of|freedom|and|politicized|the|armed|forces|the|military|trained|in|the|doctrine|of|national|security|generally|welcomed|the|opportunity|to|intervene|in|t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|agents|rdquo|ibid|30|60|ibid|46|47|61|ibid|56|57|62|ibid|57|58|63|ldquo|they|already|possessed|the|theoretical|understanding|and|all|that|was|needed|was|their|application|of|it|rdquo|ibid|203|64|porzecanski|uruguay|rsquo|s|tupamaros|the|urban|guerrilla|53|54|65|ibid|65|66|fernandez|el|gran|culpable|la|responsabilidad|de|los|ee|uu|en|el|proceso|militar|uruguayo|154|155|67|ibid|156|68|a|j|langguth|hidden|terrors|new|york|pantheon|books|1978|245|246|69|fernandez|el|gran|culpable|la|responsabilidad|de|los|ee|uu|en|el|proceso|militar|uruguayo|201|70|weinstein|uruguay|the|politics|of|failure|116|71|porzecanski|uruguay|rsquo|s|tupamaros|the|urban|guerrilla|57|72|handelman|ldquo|labor|industrial|conflict|and|the|collapse|of|uruguayan|democracy|rdquo|381|73|ibid|382|74|ibid|383|75|porzecanski|uruguay|rsquo|s|tupamaros|the|urban|guerrilla|63|76|ibid|67|77|ibid|59|78|weinstein|uruguay|the|politics|of|failure|129|79|porzecanski|uruguay|rsquo|s|tupamaros|the|urban|guerrilla|62|80|fernandez|el|gran|culpable|la|responsabilidad|de|los|ee|uu|en|el|proceso|militar|uruguayo|71|81|he|was|ldquo|with|his|back|turned|rdquo|toward|the|military|rsquo|s|ldquo|specific|missions|of|national|security|and|the|interests|of|the|nation|rdquo|ibid|75|76|82|handelman|ldquo|labor|industrial|conflict|and|the|collapse|of|uruguayan|democracy|rdquo|385|83|fernandez|el|gran|culpable|la|responsabilidad|de|los|ee|uu|en|el|proceso|militar|uruguayo|79|84|ldquo|the|fatherland|has|triumphed|in|another|hard|trial|rdquo|ibid|77|85|weinstein|uruguay|the|politics|of|failure|135|86|handelman|ldquo|labor|industrial|conflict|and|the|collapse|of|uruguayan|democracy|rdquo|390|87|porzecanski|uruguay|rsquo|s|tupamaros|the|urban|guerrilla|75|88|handelman|ldquo|labor|industrial|conflict|and|the|collapse|of|uruguayan|democracy|386|387|89|langguth|hidden|terrors|240|90|porzecanski|uruguay|rsquo|s|tupamaros|the|urban|guerrilla|74|
http://www.lacuna.us/lars/protected/bracero.html|labor|problem|lars|peterson|may|7|2003|gender|race|and|the|labor|crisis|with|the|advent|of|world|war|two|both|the|manpower|and|the|economy|of|the|united|states|were|mobilized|to|produce|a|victory|but|the|coming|of|war|displaced|populations|and|resulted|in|a|crisis|over|the|need|for|more|labor|drafts|mobilized|many|young|men|and|defense|factories|opened|their|doors|to|employ|significant|numbers|meanwhile|an|exodus|of|farm|laborers|to|the|war|front|and|the|war|production|front|created|large|labor|shortages|in|the|agricultural|sector|taken|at|face|value|the|work|for|the|war|effort|frenzy|could|be|construed|as|an|egalitarian|movement|with|the|erosion|of|gender|roles|and|the|more|equitable|treatment|of|minorities|sadly|further|examination|reveals|that|the|breach|in|gender|and|racial|hierarchies|were|seen|as|temporary|and|resulting|only|from|the|special|circumstances|the|war|created|while|women|were|asked|to|fill|positions|heretofore|held|by|men|the|importation|of|a|foreign|all|male|work|force|made|it|clear|that|the|days|for|women|rsquo|s|work|outside|the|home|were|numbered|furthermore|the|special|treatment|given|this|mexican|work|force|was|based|not|on|any|notions|of|racial|equality|but|rather|on|the|wary|demeanor|of|the|mexican|state|towards|the|u|s|due|to|past|wrongs|the|investigations|of|senate|hearings|indicate|a|large|labor|shortage|beginning|in|1942|and|persisting|in|1943|in|late|1942|the|california|farmers|rsquo|union|stated|that|there|were|three|bottlenecks|in|farm|production|namely|labor|transportation|and|ceiling|prices|1|farmers|complained|about|large|numbers|of|their|laborers|abandoning|the|countryside|for|defense|factories|where|they|paid|much|more|and|fewer|hours|in|a|work|day|the|draft|also|displaced|a|significant|amount|of|farm|labor|key|agricultural|personnel|such|as|foremen|blacksmiths|and|mechanics|heard|the|call|to|arms|or|the|call|of|better|pay|and|abandoned|their|farm|posts|2|reportedly|every|time|a|key|man|was|pulled|from|the|fields|it|ldquo|takes|about|two|or|three|people|to|take|his|place|rdquo|3|in|response|farmers|requested|that|key|skilled|laborers|such|as|irrigators|pesticide|sprayers|milkers|etc|be|exempt|from|the|draft|4|japanese|americans|interned|in|cantonments|for|the|duration|of|the|war|also|contributed|to|the|farm|labor|vacuum|5|the|labor|problem|only|increased|in|1943|as|statistics|indicated|that|there|were|200000|fewer|farm|laborers|than|the|previous|year|6|sadly|in|1942|california|alone|lost|2|5|million|in|agricultural|products|due|to|the|labor|shortages|7|at|the|same|time|that|the|labor|crisis|was|beginning|the|government|enacted|price|ceilings|on|many|agricultural|goods|which|worsened|the|labor|problem|farmers|unable|to|raise|the|price|of|farm|products|found|themselves|less|able|to|pay|the|wage|increase|as|the|cost|of|labor|rose|due|to|the|shortage|the|result|was|an|even|greater|farm|labor|shortage|8|some|farmers|reported|a|200|wage|increase|from|1941|to|1942|9|at|a|time|when|the|government|was|asking|greater|production|from|farmers|for|the|war|effort|dairies|were|being|closed|due|to|lack|of|workers10|and|farmland|in|previous|years|cultivated|sat|without|seed|11|meanwhile|the|public|failed|to|recognize|this|crisis|and|one|irresponsible|newspaper|reported|a|prosperous|time|for|farmers|who|were|reportedly|earning|two|to|one|on|their|investments|12|but|the|farm|labor|shortage|was|part|of|the|broader|labor|crisis|then|facing|the|nation|as|one|sign|hung|in|a|restaurant|window|indicates|it|read|ldquo|please|be|courteous|to|my|employees|they|are|harder|to|get|than|customers|rdquo|13|in|the|midst|of|this|labor|crisis|many|ideas|developed|regarding|how|to|ameliorate|the|situation|prisons|were|considered|as|a|possible|labor|source|as|were|prisoners|of|war|from|newly|liberated|north|africa|some|25000|japanese|from|the|relocation|camps|volunteered|to|work|on|farms|away|from|ldquo|proscribed|areas|rdquo|sixty|five|hundred|conscientious|objectors|lent|their|energy|to|farm|production|14|farmers|even|requested|that|vacationers|and|retired|folk|be|encouraged|to|work|in|the|fields|15|more|significantly|gender|boundaries|eroded|in|the|frenzy|for|labor|and|women|were|sought|after|as|a|source|of|labor|women|accompanied|by|children|of|both|genders|left|their|homes|and|schools|for|the|fields|some|to|earn|much|needed|money|others|with|the|sake|of|the|war|effort|in|mind|numerous|programs|were|invented|and|initiated|to|utilize|untapped|sources|of|labor|indeed|it|was|reported|in|a|senate|hearing|that|in|1942|ldquo|women|and|children|helped|save|many|of|our|crops|rdquo|the|female|sex|had|cause|to|be|proud|as|it|was|further|stated|that|ldquo|women|and|girls|were|more|serious|about|farm|work|and|did|a|better|job|rdquo|than|boys|who|only|worked|well|under|close|supervision|16|the|state|of|new|york|passed|a|law|that|permitted|high|school|children|to|take|a|thirty|day|leave|of|absence|to|work|in|the|fields|the|state|was|also|successful|in|organizing|approximately|40000|boys|and|girls|in|1942|to|help|with|farm|work|17|governors|of|states|were|even|asked|to|close|down|schools|whenever|labor|was|needed|for|planting|cultivating|or|harvesting|18|in|1943|the|junior|army|of|the|united|states|was|created|to|help|with|the|harvest|boys|and|girls|between|fourteen|and|eighteen|years|of|age|were|enlisted|given|rank|and|sent|to|work|in|the|fields|after|a|period|of|three|months|of|service|the|ldquo|junior|soldier|rdquo|received|a|certificate|and|an|honorable|discharge|interestingly|enough|no|sex|discrimination|was|mentioned|in|the|army|rsquo|s|statement|of|purpose|regarding|the|type|of|work|requirements|for|rank|or|anything|else|19|even|in|the|formative|years|of|adolescence|an|opportune|time|to|teach|notions|of|gender|roles|desperation|for|farm|labor|deferred|gender|constructions|that|might|have|otherwise|been|imposed|on|a|co|ed|organization|another|indication|that|gender|roles|were|eroding|amongst|youth|is|that|this|organization|was|called|an|army|and|rank|was|given|both|genders|this|effect|was|to|inspire|cross|gender|militancy|an|attitude|usually|instilled|into|males|one|exception|to|the|genderless|land|armies|however|was|a|parallel|labor|movement|for|youths|called|the|victory|farm|volunteers|the|vfv|included|a|large|contingent|of|500000|high|school|boys|and|girls|organized|across|the|country|20|the|organization|was|very|similar|to|the|junior|army|but|its|statement|of|purpose|did|establish|a|gender|boundary|ldquo|girls|were|to|work|in|farm|homes|to|release|experienced|labor|for|the|fields|rdquo|21|nevertheless|large|numbers|of|girls|were|organized|in|war|effort|movements|where|this|before|had|been|seen|as|a|male|only|duty|the|organization|of|both|armies|is|significant|not|only|because|in|and|of|themselves|they|disclose|a|move|to|erode|or|remove|gender|roles|but|due|to|their|timing|both|groups|had|been|created|and|were|encouraged|at|a|time|when|the|bracero|program|which|brought|immigrant|labor|to|work|the|fields|had|already|begun|the|importation|of|guest|workers|obviously|did|not|quench|the|labor|thirst|various|programs|developed|to|utilize|women|in|farm|labor|in|one|instance|the|american|women|rsquo|s|voluntary|services|awvs|recruited|school|girls|from|los|angeles|city|college|for|the|tomato|harvest|these|girls|worked|all|day|and|studied|for|two|hours|in|the|evening|forty|girls|participated|in|the|program|and|it|was|a|great|success|another|labor|camp|organized|by|the|awvs|consisted|of|women|enlisted|to|help|with|the|grape|harvest|the|women|ranged|from|housewives|to|ldquo|business|women|rdquo|varying|in|years|from|above|school|age|to|aged|the|women|were|paid|60|cents|per|hour|and|owning|to|the|fact|that|some|were|business|women|and|some|joined|the|program|for|patriotic|reasons|many|of|these|women|were|more|than|likely|white|u|s|citizens|none|were|turned|away|and|nearly|four|hundred|women|went|through|the|program|some|of|the|best|pickers|were|said|to|be|between|forty|and|sixty|years|of|age|it|was|said|that|ldquo|these|women|many|of|them|housewives|were|accustomed|to|household|routine|and|seemed|able|to|stand|the|grind|of|a|10|hour|day|rdquo|furthermore|ldquo|these|unskilled|women|were|as|good|at|grape|picking|as|the|experienced|japanese|labor|rdquo|that|they|had|replaced|22|these|statements|given|by|the|awvs|clearly|defied|any|traditionalist|argument|that|women|were|far|too|delicate|for|farm|work|clearly|housekeeping|was|a|greater|strain|if|these|women|were|able|to|outdo|experienced|male|labor|the|women|were|invited|again|for|the|following|season|in|order|to|stimulate|the|troubled|dairy|industry|it|was|proposed|that|a|10000|cow|dairy|be|installed|with|machinery|friendly|to|inexperienced|workers|and|it|was|suggested|that|at|least|some|of|those|milkers|be|women|23|the|proposition|indicates|not|only|a|society|willing|to|accept|women|workers|but|ready|to|tailor|machinery|to|compensate|for|women|rsquo|s|inexperience|by|late|1942|women|had|become|an|indispensable|labor|source|to|the|packing|houses|providing|20|50|of|workers|the|army|supply|depot|on|the|other|hand|employed|about|40|women|24|so|great|was|the|dependence|on|women|laborers|that|it|was|feared|that|these|well|trained|women|would|also|leave|the|packing|houses|for|the|war|industry|25|the|arrival|of|the|all|male|mexican|immigrant|workers|could|have|spelled|the|end|to|this|temporary|breach|in|gender|roles|and|women|and|girls|could|have|been|returned|to|the|home|or|sent|to|war|industry|work|in|fact|the|opposite|was|true|and|even|while|visiting|laborers|were|crossing|the|border|farmers|in|the|senate|hearing|were|claiming|that|ldquo|more|farm|work|must|be|done|by|women|and|youth|rdquo|26|it|was|further|estimated|that|even|with|the|increase|in|help|90|of|future|labor|demands|would|still|have|to|be|met|by|women|and|children|27|the|dire|need|for|farm|laborers|demanded|that|gender|roles|be|set|aside|for|the|sake|of|victory|in|the|war|notwithstanding|the|need|for|women|and|girls|the|bracero|program|was|clearly|symbolic|mdash|indicating|that|women|working|out|of|the|home|was|limited|to|the|duration|of|the|war|following|the|awvs|report|during|the|senate|hearing|senator|downing|praised|the|organization|rsquo|s|work|calling|it|ldquo|an|excellent|experiment|that|might|be|used|in|an|emergency|rdquo|28|though|the|organization|was|highly|encouraged|to|continue|organizing|women|for|farm|labor|the|senator|rsquo|s|comments|portend|that|the|newfound|egalitarianism|would|not|survive|following|the|war|women|were|only|to|work|if|dire|need|arose|as|it|happened|to|do|so|at|this|time|the|comments|of|awvs|representative|identified|in|the|hearing|as|mrs|bob|hope|reveal|the|deference|of|the|women|rsquo|s|organization|to|the|state|and|to|society|rsquo|s|wishes|when|asked|if|the|organization|would|continue|with|the|program|mrs|hope|replied|that|they|had|not|been|very|encouraged|to|do|so|she|reported|that|more|women|would|have|joined|the|program|if|they|had|ldquo|felt|they|were|needed|and|had|heard|it|was|as|patriotic|to|go|out|and|harvest|the|crops|as|it|was|to|go|into|the|defense|plant|rdquo|29|the|latter|statement|indicates|that|while|rosie|the|riveter|campaigns|had|granted|women|the|state|rsquo|s|and|society|rsquo|s|ldquo|permission|rdquo|to|enter|defense|work|little|propaganda|had|encouraged|women|to|work|the|fields|clearly|the|women|rsquo|s|organization|was|dependent|on|both|public|opinion|and|male|leadership|in|order|to|stabilize|the|labor|crisis|50000|mexican|laborers|were|imported|as|guest|workers|this|foreign|labor|army|was|shaped|and|structured|so|as|to|reveal|prevailing|traditionalist|attitudes|about|gender|roles|and|the|place|of|children|first|and|foremost|the|visiting|laborers|were|all|men|while|they|were|permitted|to|bring|their|wife|and|children|in|no|way|were|they|included|in|the|bracero|program|another|requirement|was|that|all|bracero|laborers|were|to|be|eighteen|or|over|30|while|these|stipulations|wasted|much|needed|labor|that|women|and|children|could|have|performed|as|their|u|s|counterparts|were|engaged|in|the|program|reflected|the|traditional|view|of|a|well|ordered|society|the|father|worked|earning|the|family|rsquo|s|bread|by|the|sweat|of|his|brow|his|wife|on|the|other|hand|remained|at|home|as|the|housekeeper|and|the|children|consigned|their|activities|to|play|both|mother|and|child|economically|dependent|on|the|ldquo|head|of|the|home|rdquo|the|braceros|and|their|families|were|brought|in|not|only|to|help|with|farm|labor|but|to|bring|in|a|symbolic|halt|to|the|breach|in|family|norms|and|gender|roles|it|was|a|microcosm|and|model|for|how|the|post|war|society|would|be|ordered|it|is|therefore|no|surprise|that|the|bracero|program|continued|after|the|war|no|matter|how|wonderful|the|idea|of|bringing|mexican|laborers|may|have|sounded|to|farmers|and|congress|there|were|material|concerns|to|address|the|entire|tenor|of|the|november|1943|senate|hearing|was|one|of|caution|towards|the|sensitivities|of|the|mexican|government|the|u|s|employment|service|reported|that|the|reason|why|many|mexicans|were|wary|of|returning|to|the|u|s|was|due|to|ldquo|the|ill|treatment|received|at|the|hands|of|the|farmer|in|the|past|relative|to|wages|housing|and|so|forth|rdquo|31|the|border|being|closed|at|that|time|and|the|terrible|treatment|of|some|mexicans|in|the|united|states|had|fueled|resentment|in|mexico|32|border|mexicans|were|even|more|disgruntled|to|find|that|while|they|were|not|being|allowed|to|enter|at|the|gates|their|fellows|were|being|imported|from|the|interior|of|the|country|33|it|was|repeated|more|than|once|that|the|mexican|government|needed|to|understand|that|the|greatest|contribution|they|could|make|to|the|war|effort|was|to|provide|labor|for|u|s|farms|34|in|light|of|these|assertions|the|united|states|could|hardly|afford|to|antagonize|their|much|needed|neighbor|in|is|owed|to|these|unique|and|precarious|circumstances|that|the|u|s|government|saw|itself|forced|to|give|so|many|concessions|to|its|guest|laborers|in|spite|of|the|call|by|farmers|that|the|importation|of|immigrant|laborers|be|ldquo|free|from|impractical|restrictions|imposed|by|the|farm|security|administration|and|other|government|agencies|rdquo|35|the|mexican|workers|were|legally|given|some|good|treatment|farmers|by|law|were|required|to|pay|mexican|laborers|thirty|cents|an|hour|but|in|practice|farmers|were|said|to|be|paying|them|forty|and|fifty|cents|an|hour|36|even|when|they|were|to|be|paid|piece|work|rates|such|as|by|the|pound|with|cotton|or|the|box|with|lemons|at|the|end|of|the|day|mexicans|could|receive|no|less|than|thirty|cents|an|hour|37|the|significance|of|this|concession|is|highlighted|when|it|is|considered|that|at|this|time|there|was|no|minimum|wage|for|farm|workers|the|minimum|wage|set|for|industry|at|the|time|was|the|exact|amount|given|to|mexicans|mdash|thirty|cents|an|hour|38|workers|were|guaranteed|work|75|of|the|time|and|the|work|day|was|set|at|no|less|than|eight|hours|and|no|more|than|twelve|hours|per|day|39|a|motion|was|even|raised|that|the|bureaucracy|over|the|program|be|composed|of|mexicans|as|they|knew|their|language|and|their|people|40|it|was|even|suggested|that|the|agreement|with|mexico|include|a|clause|that|workers|in|the|program|were|not|to|be|discriminated|against|due|to|race|creed|or|color|this|was|no|doubt|another|motion|to|placate|the|mexican|government|41|initial|reaction|to|the|proposals|in|the|december|1942|hearing|that|immigrant|workers|be|imported|were|varied|with|no|surprise|some|labor|unions|opposed|the|visiting|labor|program|42|the|congress|of|industrial|organizations|cio|on|the|other|hand|encouraged|immigrant|labor|they|proposed|that|mexican|workers|be|brought|over|under|the|following|conditions|prevailing|wages|sure|employment|adequate|housing|civil|protection|and|the|option|of|becoming|a|citizen|or|returning|to|mexico|at|the|end|of|the|war|they|offered|that|the|reason|why|people|were|leaving|agriculture|was|that|there|was|no|minimum|wage|at|this|time|for|farm|labor|no|social|security|and|public|relief|was|not|used|to|supplement|wage|rates|furthermore|farm|workers|had|to|endure|poor|housing|and|bad|medical|attention|43|indeed|the|lot|of|mexican|farm|laborers|did|improve|during|the|war|and|it|is|pure|irony|that|the|united|states|government|was|willing|to|correct|some|of|these|deficiencies|for|the|visiting|laborers|when|it|had|refused|to|do|so|for|its|own|citizens|many|other|initial|opinions|were|given|including|that|the|mexican|laborers|needed|to|be|treated|fairly|one|farmer|a|mr|thornton|was|particularly|vocal|about|the|subject|he|insisted|that|ldquo|you|have|got|to|treat|these|people|like|they|were|somebody|regardless|of|nationality|rdquo|many|farmers|he|reported|would|pay|them|too|little|employ|them|only|six|or|seven|months|of|the|year|and|provide|housing|that|he|would|not|have|allowed|his|dog|to|sleep|in|44|apparently|such|notions|of|good|treatment|for|mexicans|were|still|quite|revolutionary|as|the|farmer|was|told|by|a|senator|that|he|ought|to|be|a|missionary|to|other|farmers|45|in|spite|of|the|great|need|for|labor|and|setting|aside|the|kindness|of|some|individuals|many|regarded|the|mexican|guests|with|great|stigma|the|mexican|laborer|was|seen|as|a|good|worker|only|when|liquor|was|out|of|his|system|it|was|stated|that|if|the|liquor|problem|was|not|addressed|by|the|government|any|mexicans|brought|over|would|be|practically|useless|a|seemingly|arbitrary|figure|was|presented|that|if|the|local|government|would|intervene|and|halt|the|liquor|problem|labor|hours|in|the|los|angeles|area|would|increase|by|20|the|farmer|giving|this|improbable|figure|reported|that|out|of|his|camp|of|six|hundred|mexicans|ten|to|twenty|could|be|found|inebriated|and|unable|to|work|every|day|46|if|this|farmer|rsquo|s|camp|is|a|model|for|the|drinking|problem|in|the|los|angeles|area|then|coercing|mexicans|to|cease|from|drinking|would|have|only|increased|labor|hours|by|1|6|to|3|3|a|far|cry|from|the|purported|20|obviously|the|accusation|that|mexicans|were|drunks|stemmed|from|stigma|and|not|from|fact|clearly|the|perception|of|mexicans|as|flawed|in|character|was|prevalent|as|no|one|during|the|hearing|countered|mr|thornton|rsquo|s|remarks|there|was|also|fear|of|another|ldquo|relief|problem|rdquo|if|the|borders|were|not|open|it|was|reported|that|in|the|late|1920s|the|borders|were|closed|and|mexican|laborers|were|unable|to|cross|to|their|homeland|and|yet|be|able|to|return|many|unemployed|mexicans|chose|to|remain|in|the|united|states|rather|than|risk|not|being|let|back|in|when|more|jobs|were|available|and|this|created|a|need|for|relief|47|but|this|points|to|a|problem|within|the|u|s|border|system|and|not|an|inherent|desire|of|mexicans|to|be|ldquo|leeches|of|society|rdquo|in|this|case|the|mexicans|were|simply|trying|to|retain|access|to|their|old|jobs|in|spite|of|some|humanitarian|ideas|farmers|in|general|were|not|willing|to|set|aside|their|racial|prejudices|in|addition|to|stigmatizing|the|mexican|laborers|some|viewed|the|solutions|to|the|labor|crisis|with|suspicion|some|had|the|underlying|worry|that|the|current|system|of|race|differentiation|would|be|upset|one|farmer|worried|that|some|might|take|advantage|of|the|war|conditions|and|begin|a|ldquo|social|revolution|rdquo|48|the|same|farmer|that|was|lauded|for|his|humanity|was|asked|if|he|believed|that|ldquo|it|is|a|healthy|social|policy|to|have|one|race|to|be|the|owners|and|the|other|race|to|do|the|dirty|work|rdquo|the|farmer|responded|in|the|affirmative|so|long|as|the|owner|saw|his|workers|as|human|beings|when|confronted|with|a|contradiction|that|a|ldquo|caste|system|rdquo|could|never|include|equality|he|responded|again|that|farm|hands|needed|to|be|treated|well|or|they|would|rebel|regardless|of|their|nationality|there|was|an|underlying|worry|among|farmers|that|his|next|comment|points|to|namely|that|farm|labor|was|loosing|its|status|as|an|ideal|kind|of|work|the|farmer|stated|that|he|believed|farm|work|to|be|an|honor|instead|of|a|degrading|occupation|49|at|least|in|mr|thorton|rsquo|s|mind|race|differentiation|was|an|acceptable|structure|so|long|as|it|was|infused|with|humane|treatment|and|it|is|safe|to|assume|that|this|was|not|an|uncommon|view|even|the|farm|security|administration|fsa|recognized|this|attitude|and|censured|farmers|saying|ldquo|sure|the|industrialized|farmers|of|california|wanted|mexicans|they|could|be|used|to|keep|down|farm|wages|and|perpetuate|peon|slavery|on|our|california|farms|rdquo|the|farmer|relating|this|retorted|that|farmers|had|no|such|idea|in|mind|and|that|farmers|were|the|most|patriotic|class|50|if|the|last|point|was|made|to|affirm|innocence|of|farmers|it|lacked|substance|in|fact|there|is|good|evidence|to|support|the|fsa|rsquo|s|accusation|one|bean|puller|reported|that|before|the|labor|crisis|he|had|been|paying|30|cents|per|hour|but|since|had|been|forced|to|pay|60|cents|to|adult|workers|and|40|cents|to|an|eleven|year|old|who|worked|very|inefficiently|due|to|his|age|51|as|has|been|stated|grape|picking|women|under|the|awvs|were|making|60|cents|per|hour|mexican|men|therefore|were|guaranteed|the|pre|labor|crisis|prevailing|wage|for|the|bean|farmer|rsquo|s|workers|and|the|minimum|wage|equivalent|for|industry|at|the|time|as|it|was|reported|that|in|practice|mexican|workers|in|some|cases|were|paid|between|40|50|cents|per|hours|at|worst|they|were|being|paid|the|wage|of|an|inefficient|bean|pulling|eleven|year|old|and|at|best|were|receiving|10|cents|less|than|the|at|least|partially|white|u|s|citizen|women|grape|picking|team|and|adult|male|bean|pullers|additionally|as|the|labor|crisis|included|a|mass|exodus|from|the|fields|to|the|war|industry|it|follows|that|the|defense|factories|were|paying|much|more|than|the|artificially|high|wages|farmers|had|to|pay|the|wishes|of|many|farmers|were|granted|namely|a|large|labor|force|that|could|be|paid|well|below|the|wages|circumstances|would|have|otherwise|required|in|the|area|of|the|division|of|labor|mexicans|seemed|to|have|been|destined|by|some|to|be|second|class|laborers|after|discussing|the|labor|vacuum|created|by|interning|japanese|workers|it|was|suggested|by|the|challenge|cream|and|butter|association|that|mexicans|come|and|take|the|unskilled|jobs|japanese|laborers|had|held|while|others|probably|mostly|white|performed|the|skilled|labor|no|one|dismissed|the|suggestion|during|the|hearing|52|if|cio|rsquo|s|suggestions|were|followed|and|mexican|laborers|were|permitted|to|become|citizens|it|would|have|perpetuated|an|unskilled|working|class|based|on|race|in|this|country|at|least|while|working|as|guest|laborers|many|intended|to|keep|the|bracero|rsquo|s|unskilled|and|therefore|underprivileged|the|beginning|of|world|war|two|marked|the|initiation|of|a|labor|crisis|as|the|country|geared|for|war|waging|and|war|production|due|to|the|desperation|inherent|in|the|crisis|for|more|farm|hands|the|boundary|that|kept|women|from|active|participation|in|the|fields|weathered|and|decayed|women|and|girls|became|active|members|of|volunteer|organizations|which|saved|many|crops|these|deviations|from|family|behavior|however|came|only|as|a|result|of|the|overwhelming|need|for|labor|symbolic|of|this|fact|the|bracero|program|was|begun|structured|to|conform|to|the|traditional|model|of|the|nuclear|family|racial|hierarchies|also|saw|no|relief|during|the|war|despite|better|than|average|treatment|concerned|farmers|had|no|need|to|fear|a|social|revolution|of|any|kind|structures|of|pay|disparity|and|divisions|of|labor|between|skilled|and|unskilled|along|with|all|the|prejudice|carried|by|the|dominant|race|class|social|inequalities|need|look|to|another|day|for|their|redress|while|some|norms|for|women|and|mexicans|were|interrupted|by|the|war|there|was|no|motion|to|make|concrete|or|long|lasting|changes|the|breach|of|norms|did|not|stem|from|a|desire|for|social|equality|but|from|a|need|to|win|the|war|bibliography|hashimoto|masanori|minimum|wages|and|on|the|job|training|washington|d|c|and|london|american|enterprise|institute|for|public|policy|research|1981|u|s|senate|hearings|a|special|committee|to|investigate|farm|labor|conditions|in|the|west|investigation|of|western|farm|labor|conditions|s|res|299|77th|congress|first|session|washington|d|c|1942|u|s|senate|hearings|b|subcommittee|of|the|committee|on|appropriations|farm|labor|program|1943|h|j|res|96|78th|congress|first|session|washington|d|c|1943|1|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|437|438|2|ibid|p|364|365|3|u|s|senate|hearings|b|p|36|4|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|382|5|ibid|p|363|6|u|s|senate|hearings|b|p|35|7|ibid|p|154|8|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|366|367|9|ibid|p|380|10|ibid|p|385|386|11|ibid|p|362|12|ibid|p|385|13|ibid|p|414|14|u|s|senate|hearings|b|p|46|15|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|437|438|16|ibid|p|454|17|u|s|senate|hearings|b|p|94|95|18|ibid|p|27|19|ibid|p|25|26|20|ibid|p|29|21|ibid|p|33|22|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|405|406|23|ibid|p|385|24|ibid|p|387|25|ibid|p|454|26|u|s|senate|hearings|b|p|96|27|ibid|p|262|28|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|405|406|29|ibid|p|405|406|30|u|s|senate|hearings|b|p|211|212|31|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|476|32|u|s|senate|hearings|b|p|106|33|ibid|p|114|34|u|s|senate|hearings|a|p|480|35|ibid|p|497|36|u|s|sena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i|am|looking|for|php|coders|with|expertise|in|javascript|and|dhtml|mshtml|send|me|an|email|if|youd|like|to|contribute||program|overview|this|program|allows|you|to|mark|up|your|clients|html|web|pages|so|they|can|make|wywisyg|changes|to|their|own|web|pages|without|changing|the|design|or|html|youve|worked|hard|to|create|license|by|using|this|program|you|fully|agree|to|the|license|and|use|information|included|in|the|license|txt|file|requirements|unix|linux|server|it|has|not|been|tested|on|windows|php4|not|php3|ie|5|5|sp1|or|higher|it|has|not|been|tested|on|anything|else|installation|instructions|usage|of|this|program|implies|that|you|have|read|and|agree|to|the|license|that|comes|with|this|program|license|txt|install|snippetmaster|program|files|1|using|your|ftp|program|create|a|new|directory|on|your|website|to|hold|the|snippetmaster|program|files|for|example|home|username|www|snippetmaster|2|open|the|includes|config|inc|php|file|with|a|text|editor|and|make|adjustments|to|the|variables|in|the|file|3|upload|all|the|snippetmaster|files|and|directories|into|the|new|directory|note|the|html|and|php|files|must|be|transferred|in|ascii|format|the|gif|files|must|be|transferred|in|binary|format|configure|client|web|pages|1|using|your|web|editing|tool|of|choice|dreamweaver|frontpage|notepad|open|the|web|page|that|you|want|your|client|to|be|able|to|edit|2|insert|the|following|tags|before|and|after|each|snippet|of|code|you|want|your|client|to|be|able|to|edit|existing|html|and|other|code|goes|between|the|snippet|tags|note|you|must|place|the|snippet|tags|on|their|own|line|if|you|place|any|text|on|the|same|line|as|a|snippet|tag|your|text|will|disappear|and|the|program|may|not|work|3|using|your|ftp|program|upload|the|web|page|to|the|server|ascii|format|4|change|file|permissions|of|the|web|page|to|chmod|666|the|snippetmaster|program|will|run|with|the|same|permissions|as|the|web|services|software|since|most|hosting|companies|run|their|web|services|using|the|nobody|user|it|is|very|likely|snippetmaster|will|not|be|able|to|modify|your|web|pages|unless|you|first|change|their|file|permissions|your|web|pages|are|owned|by|whatever|user|you|use|to|log|into|ftp|3|test|the|page|to|make|sure|everything|is|working|correctly|and|thats|all|there|is|to|it|your|page|is|is|now|ready|to|deliver|to|your|client|note|the|demo|html|page|contains|a|sample|of|how|the|snippetmaster|tags|should|appear|within|your|web|page|s|if|you|feel|this|program|has|been|useful|or|to|make|suggestions|please|send|an|email|to|info@snippetmaster|com|end|user|instructions|summary|this|program|allows|you|to|access|your|web|pages|to|make|online|wywiwyg|what|you|see|is|what|you|get|edits|without|having|to|go|back|to|your|web|designer|each|time|the|pages|of|your|site|are|designed|to|allow|access|only|to|pre|defined|areas|you|may|change|the|text|that|appears|in|the|editing|area|however|you|wish|and|then|save|each|page|when|you|are|finished|dont|worry|you|cant|break|anything|the|special|html|programming|code|and|page|formatting|will|not|be|disturbed|step|by|step|1|go|to|the|snippetmaster|login|page|on|your|website|2|log|in|with|your|designated|username|and|password|if|you|click|the|remember|me|checkbox|a|cookie|will|be|placed|on|your|computer|and|then|any|time|you|go|to|the|login|page|your|username|and|password|will|be|automatically|supplied|3|the|navigation|area|of|the|program|allows|you|to|move|from|one|folder|to|another|if|you|want|to|open|a|different|folder|from|the|one|currently|displayed|just|select|a|different|folder|from|the|folder|drop|down|menu|and|then|click|the|open|button|4|if|you|open|a|folder|that|has|any|snippet|enabled|files|in|it|those|files|will|be|displayed|in|a|separate|files|drop|down|menu|5|if|the|file|you|wish|to|edit|is|shown|in|the|files|drop|down|menu|click|on|the|file|to|highlight|it|note|if|the|file|you|wish|to|edit|is|buried|within|several|folders|you|will|have|to|repeat|step|3|until|you|are|in|the|correct|folder|and|your|file|is|listed|6|click|the|open|button|to|open|the|file|for|editing|7|you|should|now|see|the|wysiwyg|editor|containing|the|html|code|from|your|web|page|you|may|now|make|changes|as|you|wish|using|the|controls|in|the|editor|toolbar|8|when|you|are|finished|editing|your|content|click|on|the|preview|button|at|the|bottom|of|the|page|after|previewing|your|changes|use|your|browsers|back|button|to|return|to|the|editing|page|9|if|youre|happy|with|how|the|page|preview|looked|click|the|save|button|and|your|changes|will|be|instantly|saved|and|made|live|10|repeat|steps|3|through|9|for|any|other|web|pages|you|wish|to|edit|
http://www.lacuna.us/snippetmaster/TODO.txt|things|to|do|asap|add|ability|to|assign|links|to|images|make|preview|button|open|into|a|new|window|new|window|should|have|a|button|at|the|top|that|says|click|here|to|close|preview|add|ability|to|easily|select|a|mailto|link|type|add|user|selectable|ability|to|filter|displayed|folders|when|inserting|an|image|or|link|ability|to|show|all|folders|or|ability|to|filter|specified|folders|or|ability|to|use|only|file|upload|location|folders|specified|things|that|would|be|nice|to|have|add|scheduling|capability|clean|up|the|php|code|improve|the|navigation|mechanism|maybe|a|tree|instead|im|open|to|ideas|make|the|design|more|professional|im|open|to|ideas|ability|to|have|multiple|snippets|on|one|page|and|choose|which|snippet|to|edit|finish|help|file|move|meta|tag|and|title|editing|capability|to|a|different|file|if|you|have|any|suggestions|or|comments|about|this|program|please|send|an|email|to|comments@snippetmaster|com|
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http://www.lacuna.us/db/nouns.txt|aardvark|angelfish|anteater|antelope|ape|armadillo|baboon|badger|bald|eagle|bandicoot|bat|beaver|bee|bird|black|bear|bluebird|boa|buffalo|camel|capybara|cardinal|caribou|cassowary|cat|caterpillar|chameleon|cobra|cockatoo|cow|crab|crane|cuckoo|dachshund|dalmatian|deer|dog|dolphin|dove|dragonfly|eagle|earthworm|echidna|eel|egret|elephant|emu|falcon|ferret|firefly|fish|flamingo|fox|frog|gazelle|gecko|gerbil|giraffe|globefish|gnu|goat|goldfinch|goldfish|goose|gorilla|grasshopper|greyhound|grizzly|bear|groundhog|guinea|pig|gull|hamster|hare|hatchet|fish|hawk|hedgehog|hen|heron|hippopotamus|honey|bee|horse|hound|house|fly|human|hummingbird|husky|hyena|iguana|iguanodon|impala|insect|jaguar|jay|jellyfish|kangaroo|kiwi|koala|komodo|dragon|kookaburra|krill|labrador|ladybug|lantern|fish|lemming|lemur|leopard|limpet|lion|lizard|llama|lobster|lorikeet|lynx|macaw|mallard|mammoth|manatee|mandrill|man|of|war|manta|ray|mastodon|meadowlark|mongoose|monkey|moth|naked|mole|rat|newt|nightingale|nutria|ocelot|octopus|opossum|orca|oriole|ostrich|otter|owl|oyster|panda|pangolin|panther|parrot|penguin|pill|bug|piranha|plankton|porcupine|porpoise|python|quail|quetzal|rabbit|raccoon|rat|rattlesnake|reindeer|rhinoceros|roadrunner|robin|rooster|salamander|salmon|scallop|scorpion|seagull|seal|shark|sheep|sloth|squid|squirrel|tamarin|tapir|tarantula|terrier|tiger|tortoise|toucan|trout|turtle|unicorn|urchin|vulture|walking|stick|wallaby|walrus|warthog|wasp|weasel|whale|wildebeest|wolf|wolverine|wombat|woodchuck|woodpecker|woolly|mammoth|worm|yellow|jacket|zebra|
http://www.lacuna.us/db/prepositions.txt|aboard|about|above|according|to|across|across|from|after|against|ahead|of|along|alongside|along|with|amid|amidst|among|amongst|apart|from|around|as|as|for|aside|from|as|to|astride|at|away|from|barring|because|of|before|behind|below|beneath|beside|besides|between|beyond|by|by|means|of|circa|close|to|considering|contrary|to|depending|on|despite|due|to|during|excepting|excluding|following|for|forward|of|from|in|in|between|including|in|favour|of|in|front|of|in|lieu|of|inside|inside|of|in|spite|of|instead|of|into|irrespective|of|like|near|near|to|next|to|notwithstanding|off|on|on|account|of|on|board|onto|on|top|of|opposite|opposite|to|other|than|out|of|outside|outside|of|over|owing|to|past|pending|preparatory|to|prior|to|regarding|regardless|of|save|save|for|thanks|to|through|to|together|with|toward|towards|under|underneath|unlike|until|up|up|against|upon|up|to|up|until|versus|via|with|within|without|
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